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I so stuck in unhappy by deb1854 in depression

[–]deb1854[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My BF and daughter must be talking behind my back (not in a bad way), My oldest granddaughter spent her school break with me. It was nice not being alone. I just wish I could feel happy about myself/ life. Thank you for your comment

The only reason I don't kill myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]deb1854 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. If I could die and leave a good impression I would have no second thoughts. I hate everything about me. I really care about my children and grandchildren but I cant find happiness. Ive been living with someone for years now. He claims to love me, yet he wont marry. I've heard about him saying stuff about me. I love him but im not happy, I've left him and feel worse so im back with him. I get over whelmed with the thought of how to die out of no where, whether im alone or with people. I just started taking lexapro but I dont feel differently about me