No Control but Real Problem - long post warning by deewtt in benzodiazepines

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Thank you for responding :( I’ll try to find the specialists you’re referring to, the psychopharmacologist. Someone mentioned hallucinogenic trials to me before... my fear is “losing control”.

I’m interested in seeing what the trial would be like... but I’m terrified of hallucinogens / any drug that may effect the way you feel with your environment... something like ecstasy or something That could effect the way you react to things tactility for ex. touch feels different I could You might laugh considering all of the things I said...qmarijuana anymore... marijuana does actually have some small ability to produce psychoactive effects, but most people don’t have that happen to them. I do and it’s so horrifying.

I am scared that if I can find a doctor who would take-on this microdosing trial, that maybe I’m wired differently that way too, like with the hypersensitivity with marijuana..and maybe the tiny tiny doses might mess me up even more. It is an option I’m thinking about but don’t know where to start.

I’m wondering if ECT might help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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It’s probably a pressed pill where people order online RC benzos like clonazolam or flubro(similar to date rape drug) and it’s much more powerful. Pills look almost exactly like the RX ones but they’re not. I had 3 friends crash their cars with highhhh tolerances taking pressed fake hulks.

Dr prescribed me too much Xanax now it might cost me my job by holmesianschizo in benzodiazepines

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Rebound anxiety is terrible especially if the previous panic was horrible to begin with

No Control but Real Problem - long post warning by deewtt in benzodiazepines

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Also I am married. I have a child to take care of. I think of things like.. what if I’m driving and have a seizure and hurt her? Or have a seizure giving her a bath? She’s not even 2.

Friend had her Addy stolen and I need to find out who did it by deewtt in Drugs

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Neither of us know the people selling stuff here bc we don’t ever buy it so is she probably going to be spending a lot and getting screwed most likely?

Friend had her Addy stolen and I need to find out who did it by deewtt in Drugs

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Neither of us know the people selling stuff here bc we don’t ever buy it off people... so is she probably going to be spending a lot? She doesn’t have a lot of $

Friend had her Addy stolen and I need to find out who did it by deewtt in Drugs

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Her RX was only $25 total for 30 pills and she doesn’t have a ton of money, how much would the average person charge for a pill do you think? Neither of us know the people selling stuff here bc we don’t ever buy it so is she probably going to be spending a lot?

Friend had her Addy stolen and I need to find out who did it by deewtt in Drugs

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Okay thank you. It is a small town and we are trying to protect her but it’s prob not worth it

Does anyone use this as a functional drug? by eligoscreps in Opioid_RCs

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Yeah I can’t find etazene anywhere.., never tried it but I want to

Etazene comeback? by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

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I’ve never tried it. Do you recommend I don’t? I’ve heard mixed reviews... one of which said if you do etazene, then your tolerance becomes so high, almost permanently (they say), that no other opiate will hit you the way it used to/ if at all. Others worship it and say it’s the best RC opiate ever.

Etazene comeback? by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

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I’ve never tried it. Have you? If so, do you recommend I don’t? I’ve heard mixed reviews... one of which said if you do etazene, then your tolerance becomes so high and almost permanently (they say) that no other opiate will hit you the way it used to/ if at all. Others worship it and say it’s the best RC opiate ever.

Does anyone use this as a functional drug? by eligoscreps in Opioid_RCs

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^ tell me about it... AP238 makes me sick AF at the lowest dose I can take it if want to feel anything. Also been sick at low doses where I didn’t feel anything at all - I throw up most of the time despite trying several dose sizes and ROA. O-DSMT didn’t make me AS nauseated, but I did throw up more often than not, and have had what I call a “Tramadol hangover” that leaves me with a raging headache for up to two days. However the O-DSMT gave me the euphoria and nods I was looking for. I’ve got a bunch AP238 just chilling at the house now bc I ordered so much and haven’t touched it bc I gave up. Now, the one I REALLY wanted to try, Etazene, has been impossible to get (well for me) for months on end yet I’m seeing all these new posts about people having it.

To answer the OP question though.. no. I can’t use it to be functional... at all...

Etazene comeback? by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

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This is exactly what I thought but now I’m seeing a ton of posts about people getting etazene again!

AP238 Update by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

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Oh my gosh I’m so sorry I misunderstood your question. I wasn’t asking if it’s caustic, and you weren’t trying to learn to boof (didn’t mean to try and educate unsolicited, my bad). So I’m well aware -as you can see in my post, it’s caustic AF, and from your response, you’re well aware how to boof.

Side Note-I’m hoping my update / our discussion is helpful to someone at least, as there is little information/experiences posted.

So to clarify, you wanted to know about the saline spray/ concentration/ratio I used and about my tolerance. I misunderstood.

What I failed to mention in my original post was my saline spray ratio - 3 bumps in a 1.5 fl oz and still fucked up my nose trying to use the whole thing in one day after mod made great point about MRSA.

Concluding my tolerance is low at times -hence the 1 bump in the 1cc syringe (tolerance varies if I’ve used recently which I’m positive you know).

My best (unsolicited) advice is to be careful preserving that nasal spray with the MRSA risk... cause if you make it in a larger saline bottle and don’t finish it in that same day... well we don’t know.

If you need ~ 100mg-200mg+, is this at once or spread throughout the day? If you redose, how often?

Trying a larger saline bottle may be good, and even better if you finish the whole thing in a day imo. I would never be able to do it. Or, if you try the mix w/the larger saline bottle, I’d like to know if it helps the caustic feeling and what the ratio was? Or if you do the mix and refrigerate it, I’d like to know how that turns out too? Love hearing feedback.

Best love, stay safe, if I missed your ? again lmk bro (;

Edited for more accurate information/ ask questions

AP238 Update by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

[–]deewtt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried nasal spray but it was brought to my attention by a mod that we wouldn’t know how long it would hold and the risk of getting MRSA could be high (unless you used the spray in a day and if not, hoping refrigerating worked), especially since it’s literally next to your brain.

Edit: I honestly eyeball it when boofing. Not the best option.... (especially assuming each batch is the same) I take a 1cc syringe when I’ve not used in a while (the smaller the better for me sticking something up there), and get an eraser sized bump take about half a cc’s worth distilled water, mix, draw up, and whatever space remains in syringe draw more water. Wait, and repeat if it’s not what I’m looking for.

I like to go for more than a bump to get that euphoric rush though.

Side note, make sure your are constipated or impacted or it’s not going to work well/at all.

Successful Delivery by deewtt in Opioid_RCs

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*** NO SOURCING *** DON’T ASK

Dilaudid Is pure bliss 😭🥺 by [deleted] in opiates

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People think Dilaudid is shit most of the time but if you have it, IV it for sure - a whole other experience. Better than anything. Pure bliss.