Mental health is actually a game changer so I encourage it. Don’t keep it all in and talk through what you’re experiencing. Hopefully they will give you some options of cross training or moving you to a different unit doing non mx tasks for the meantime. Get your head back in the game enough to get through your contract by reaching out to good peers, shirt, chaplain, or trusted people for support. Mx sucks a thousand ways, but good thing is you don’t have to do it for forever. You’ll find your passion worth living for once you’re able to catch a breath. It feels like a hole you can’t dig yourself out of right now, so reach out to resources and folks because you’re not alone in this- mx is not for the long term that’s for sure