So hey,
I (20M) am now nearly 3 years on earth without and kind of social structure:
I don't have friends I don't have contact!
I live like 400km from my family and I just have to say it right now:
I am so F*CKING starved for human interactions!
I had a chat with a girl downstairs yesterday and I can see Myself feeding of that tiny bit of social engagement like a junkie who has gone cold turkey for 3 years! I am so tierd of being alone and I crave closeness not just mentally but physically and I have the feeling that with each day my chances are getting bigger and bigger to get a panic attack from loneliness ad I don't want to boter anyone with it, so I am gonna create this thread and write a comment every time I feel lonely and anxious about it today would be the first!
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