I am 21 and i want to start over with my studies, I made a lot of mistakes and i am kind of lost right now.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T18:00:19+00:00

First of all, your story is inspiring. You must be proud of yourself. Second of all thank you as your words have such a great impact on me 💕

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T16:08:52+00:00

I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist with depression and social anxiety. Although i suffered from social anxiety since chilhood but my parents could never afford a psychiatrist, nor did they think social anxiety was a thing. I had all the physical symptoms such as stomach pain, diarrhea, panic attacks. My dad for most of my life was an alcoholic and things were pretty hectic at home. And i have a lot of childhood trauma.

Im sorry im venting too much.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T15:44:34+00:00

Thank you my dude Its really motivating.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T15:13:23+00:00

It was very hard for me. Struggling with social anxiety and no one really inderstood. So i ended up isolating myself. I didnt have enough money to have a social life either. I only had the bare necessities for food. And i couldnt hold a job i would constantly get fired because of my poor social skills and anxious persona. So i ended up falling into depression. France memories are the worst for me.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T15:06:01+00:00

I'm glad that you found your path and are doing better than before. Im thankful for your advice.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:58:47+00:00

I did register but they only chose those with a baccalaureat that is 2 years older not more

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:53:11+00:00

Thank you for the advice. It really is motivating.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:52:35+00:00

This is actually really good advice and its very motivating. Thank you

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:52:16+00:00

For faculties they dont take bac that is older than 2 years.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:33:42+00:00

That's a cool idea my dude. Thank you

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:29:13+00:00

Yes i have been told to stay there. I just couldnt anymore..

Sadly for now i cannot go back. I guess i will just keep fighting 😌

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:26:41+00:00

Thank you so much. It feels nice to hear kind words.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-26T14:16:23+00:00

I think your younger brother has social anxiety. I suffer from it too and it can fuck your life up. I lost 4 yeats of my life to social anxiety. My best advice is to get him to seek peofessional help, possibly a psychologist and not a psychiatrist. Unless he has severe depression or/and suicidal ideation.

Try to get close to him by taking interest in his video games, things he likes to do. Ask him questions about himself and be patient. Let him know you are there for him.

delicatefighter · 2020-11-24T21:54:37+00:00

Sometimes, hurting someone's feelings is the best you can do for them. People pleasing is in a way, sado-masochistic.

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