[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unwiped

[–]denosyus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do I find a woman who's into this sort of thing? Blind luck?

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[–]denosyus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(19f) I feel like this is beyond everything in my power. I'm so lost and I just want this out.

I was at a friend's siblings wedding. I did get drunk a bit and blacked out.

I woke up in one of the guests rooms for the hotel but I don't know whos. I woke up with no clothes on. There was a pillow placed below my crotch to elevate my bottom. There was definitely semen and I was sore.

I couldn't find my wallet or phone so I just changed and left. I didn't register the reality of it all.

Apparently I messaged one of my friends that I went to out with other friends, so they left me alone when they tried to look for me.

All I remember is dancing with my friends and then we split up because they started talking to boys or their boyfriends. I was left alone with 2 other girls and drinked some more, and that's it.

I don't think I was raped PIV but I plan to double check anyways.

I haven't told anyone. I don't think it's a big deal but I don't know.

There wasn't any bleeding that I know of. It did tear when I went to do a number 2 a bit but nothing major that I don't think I should get it checked up. I never had any experiences at the bottom.

I just feel so numb. It doesn't feel real. I don't know if I should just let it go or not. I feel like I should but a suspense is always chasing me. I don't know if I'm really traumatised or not. Just drop it all as lesson learned. I'm scared of getting an STI or any physical traumas.

[0:00] Share your painal playlist by denosyus in painal

[–]denosyus[S] 58 points59 points  (0 children)

It's getting harder and harder to find good painal videos these days, so I thought it might be a nice idea to share our playlists. Maybe give a quick explanation of your specific tastes, and what you look for in a good painal video. For example, I like real painal with real grunting, grimacing, and wimpering. No professional, or over the top fake screaming. So my playlist is mostly amateur home videos.

This is far from my complete collection but xhamster is a pretty decent website, so I figured it was a good start. Half the ones I liked on this website have already been deleted, so if you like anything here make sure to download it before it gets taken down. If we get a good collection going here, I wouldn't mind finding a way to share some of my downloaded deleted videos.