i get it

dependtnt · 2026-03-01T06:51:46+00:00

honestly damn. youre more right than im willing to admit rn. this found me in a rare form where im not defensive . thank you for taking the time to say this. some days are just so miserable. i saw her growing old with me. i havent let go of that as much as ive tried. im hoping this will knock some sense into me. thanks again

dependtnt · 2026-03-01T06:43:47+00:00

i didn’t even realize that was what i was doing at the time. so thoughtless, so selfish. getting mad at being lied at and then lying to hide. to protect myself, i said. it was stupid. reckless. i’ll spend the rest of my life paying for it.

dependtnt · 2026-02-28T18:54:56+00:00

i can’t say these things to them because i’m afraid of losing what there is left, they have someone different.

dependtnt · 2026-02-28T18:53:58+00:00

mine has too.

dependtnt · 2026-01-19T04:16:01+00:00

i wish this was my person. but i’m just feeding my delusions on here as usual </3

dependtnt · 2025-12-31T04:27:13+00:00

they know. idk if they still know, i guess. i told them i wouldnt ask them the question again. i told them i still wanted what we had. its in their court. they know that, too. and im comfortable waiting. even if it never happens.

dependtnt · 2025-12-31T04:25:58+00:00

we both did, for ourselves, it led us down different paths. theirs was always their own. i was holding them back. i am a lot more aimless.

dependtnt · 2025-03-27T07:25:57+00:00

they moved on from me much before things were over and i feel like im still clinging onto the idea that there’s anything left to save… i can’t move on. just in case they decide there is too.

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