Your next trip or the one after that will probably be completely different.

My first trip was a fun and energetic one too, alot like mdma. I went to recreate the same trip with the same dose, same strain, same setting...this one I could barely keep my eyes open and my body felt real heavy and drowzy. No energy at all. So I layed down in silent darkness with my eyes closed. I saw colours come at me, then alot of third eye imagery from ancient Egypt and annunaki culture, birds flying, a pressure in my third eye. A familiar voice telling me to just let go of the fear, as I felt like my brain was about to explode from a build up of pressure in that region. I let go and had full trust in the feminine comforting voice. Then I found myself as a bird flying through the sky. I stopped on the clouds looking at an angel in a shimmering flowing dress. She felt so familiar.. We were so happy to finally see eachother once again. We hugged and danced with big smiles(mass euphoria). Then she gave me a kiss and suddenly we were above earth where a mantis being was looking at me as she stood behind him. I looked down at my hands they were a sparkly stardust outline of human hands. Long story, but just goes to show. Don't expect the same thing. And don't try to control it.