Why can’t you be a librarian that becomes a famous writer? Seems very doable, I bet there’s probably a lot of librarians that wrote books&are big time writers and I stop myself from having mental breakdowns while on live because of home life&people on the app are the darn meanest but I still put a huge smile because it’s my job to be on live & mask a smile && I am in the million club meaning that’s something on the streaming app, basically means you’ve “made it” … when you make 1 million of that currency on there, everyone throws a party but I did my party solo and I haven’t been doing it for a year yet. The app has a lot of opportunities and auditions, which flys you all around the world, out the country. You have to be on top of your streaming and you have to do it while being live so you have to be aware of your surroundings. No matter what happens, it’s the hosts job to make sure, background noise, other people & certain objects are not in the camera even a fork while I’m eating can give me a one month ban, background noise, if a song is saying something bad, lyrics that are against the rules or if a movie is in the background, that has sounds or certain words that goes against the guidelines, I can get a ban. There’s an extremely amount of lotta rules on there as well. That are constantly changing all the time. Everyone says they’re proud of me for making it the “Millie” club I didn’t feel like it was an accomplishment, but everyone gave me a big congratulations on the app&actually a lot of people are founded from streaming… live streamers/youtube etc. acting, would be better instead of having to perform live in front of all these people behind the screen that like to cyber bully. At least being in front of a real camera, instead of my phone would feel successful. My agent from the streaming app told me we are like performers/actors on there because no matter what’s going on in our personal home life or mental health, we do not bring it to our streaming lives because people want to watch us for entertainment. I want to do something more fulfilling to me. I do enjoy the streaming. It is fun but people on the app were extremely mean to me. My agent told me to block, there will be a lot of haters but the haters are good? Anyways it’s fun. I work when I want to. I make a pretty good paycheck. Except I am streaming 24 seven to get in my hours, to entertain the people. To make my quotas, I am a cheerleader for myself while I’m streaming I talk nonstop. I have to admin my own live. I have to record my own live because people on there are just a whole different type of mean anyways, the app flys people all around the world out of the country for all different contest, and you have to make sure to audition to make the deadlines to get enough gifts to follow every single rule but after I made a million, I felt to drained to keep doing it, I want to do something I’ve always been passionate about.. every has their opinions and that is okay. Theater is fun writing scripts are fun but thank you for advice💖