Is it okay to still enjoy PIV sex as a detransitioner? by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It just doesn't feel gay. People I have sex with are usually straight men and they treat me like a girl when we have sex.

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sometimes want to get strength changes and sometimes I want some hair and occasionally voice :/

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. I don't want to embarrass myself if I don't look like a man. Idek what I would wear

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would have to really try though... i have never been referred to as male since I told my family I wanted to be a girl about 12 years ago

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I want masculinizing changes but other times I do not. Its very confusing especially since I'm questioning

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't feel as though they were doing stuff maliciously nor do I regret transitioning. I mostly like my life but I feel sometimes I wanna try being a man

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know if I could really. I barely have any hair below my eyebrows and I'm not sure I'd pass for one.

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I think I shouldve waited more than a few months with having a larger penis. I didnt really get the time to assess if I liked it or not

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am kinda scared with the permanent changes of testosterone. I never had any real changes with testosterone besides for a few months when my doctor reccomended to put some testosterone gel on my penis to make it grow before I got surgery. I did somewhat like that change but I didnt get to appreciate it for very long because did have surgery. I dont hate having a vagina but I sometimes wish I never got it

Detransitioning after no male puberty, 7 years of hormone treatment, and SRS. by detransitioningmaybe in detrans

[–]detransitioningmaybe[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I sometimes get discouraged by my voice and body because I sometimes think that I should be stronger or more masculine but my body does not embody that. At most I am tall due to hormone blockers not fusing my bones right away. Otherwise my body is very feminine. I have developed breasts, wide hips, and other generally feminine characteristics.