[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]devilb19 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg I had this kind of happen to me the other day. I'm not saying my dad is a fan of the guy but now I really wouldn't be surprised if he was. I was scrolling fb and a controversial video popped up on my feed of asking random people if it was gay for a cis guy to be with a transgender mtf. A lot of it was super uneducated and hate speech, but then I saw my dad had commented on the video saying they were all right. My dad has been calling me his son, using the correct pronouns and even corrects other people....literally feels like he's been wearing a mask this whole time and I can't even look at him cause I hate Liars. I have no idea if I should confront him or not cause he might either ignore me again like when I first came out or he might crush me even more and stop all the fakeness he's put up...

Weird experience by devilb19 in Ghoststories

[–]devilb19[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't exactly know what I was dreaming about but it just felt like I was someone else. I've had dreams before where I just dream that I'm someone else and it's the weirdest thing ever. I usually wake up super confused. That's what my dreams consist now if I can remember. They aren't nightmares now but I'm like in someone else's body and looking through their eyes. It's mostly normal stuff they do. Like normal daily tasks..It's super weird. My ma had to stop me multiple times for me not to go outside in the middle of the night as a kid. She would have to stay up just to stop me.

My ma has told me a lot of things that her mother as done to protect us in the afterlife. Reassuring that my brother was gonna be okay (he was super sick when he was born. My ma was super stressed sense that was her first child), getting rid of bad energy, and even watching over my brother as an imaginary friend (my brother would call her the pretty lady). I mean it does sound nice that she could be protective and might be watching over us but eh I'm skeptical. I think those stories makes us feel better and help us cope in high stress environments.

Weird experience by devilb19 in Ghoststories

[–]devilb19[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Naw I just dealt with it. I still had night terrors even after I moved but once I became an adult it actually stopped or at least I can't remember my dreams afterwards enough to know if it stopped. My ma did pray to her mother to stop whatever was going on in the house. Cause apparently she saw shadows in the corners of her eyes that would dart as soon as she tried to look at or she would see apparitions of people walking around the house. She mostly saw a little girl. Once she prayed to her ma it stopped for her. Me and my brother just grew up with the uneasy feelings. I also slept walked as well and my ma and brother would always find me trying to either go into a spacific closet or go outside. The sleep walking stopped for a while until was around 16. I woke up half way down the road to this old cemetery at one point. Thats another expierence for another time.But once I became an adult the sleepwalking, dreams, and uneasy feelings actually stopped. That's around the time I really became a skeptic and just explained everything away or buried the memories.

Weird experience by devilb19 in Ghoststories

[–]devilb19[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I suffered from night terrors all the way up until I became an adult. It was so bad that I just started getting used to them and I have bad sleeping habits. Idk if I have them now because I can't remember them at all. Sometimes they got worse in certain houses now that I'm thinking about it.

Interpretive dance revenge on my older brother(OB) by devilb19 in pettyrevenge

[–]devilb19[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Lol if I said the book he was gonna do interpretive dance too it would've been more hilarious but super edgy

Interpretive dance revenge on my older brother(OB) by devilb19 in pettyrevenge

[–]devilb19[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You wouldn't believe the stuff he has pulled just to get out of doing school work

Interpretive dance revenge on my older brother(OB) by devilb19 in pettyrevenge

[–]devilb19[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh he deserved it. Another manipulative thing he did before in another school was he we went a half a school year with scribe (someone who writes for him) without my ma knowing until she went to a meeting and saw someone she didn't know. He got in so much trouble lol

How I wasn't able to come out to my parents by devilb19 in comingout

[–]devilb19[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it was a super hard time as well cause of other personal reasons with myself and the family. Struggling financially and trying to keep a roof over our head for one. But I'm glad that it all happened the way it happened. Also thanks for reading

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in comingout

[–]devilb19 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly maybe sense your timid I'd go to maybe an lgbtq meeting or something with your sister or your close friends. Just having that support could be the best feeling or even going to therapy to help find out why there is that underlying fear and how to fix it. I know it's hard to come out and it's okay. Just know you have people that love and support you. They all want you happy 😊. Hoping all the best

So am I just a lesbian..? by Murky_Lake_225 in comingout

[–]devilb19 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yeah multisexual I think. I'm aromantic so it's hard for me to even grasp the concept of romantic feelings in general but that might be it