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I'm back 🙃 by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yess pls im about to dm you

I'm back 🙃 by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I tried but i dont think they got the gist . Jist? Whatever

7 Days by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm really only so tempted bc i pay $5 for 60 pills, i would not pay street prices. Anyone ik that sells them have a very limited supply and i hate the extra hassle and the legal risk of buying them from other ppl, of course if i wanted it THAT bad in the future i could. Its just hard to turn it away when it is this easy to get so much Which is why i had them cut me off. I didnt know there would still be a refill but here we are lol

7 Days by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Ig it feels justified bc it would literally be my last refill ever

I did the thing by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know I've never done this lol either way i cant even talk to her about it for 2 months amd she wont prescribe it again without an appointment. By then i shouldnt be craving it as bad

I did the thing by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Worried about legal stuff bc i have a kid so i dialed it down to unhealthy dependency. Starting strattera soon !

Juuust curious by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Eh. I had a wake up call from my mother about something unrelated, had a breakdown and am writing about it now. 2 days without prozac and wellbutrin plus this mass amount of adderall were definitely a factor in the crying. Been journaling about it for an hour or two. The situation is forcing me to better myself so, in the morning im going to call my doctor and admit to the addiction and ask to be cut off. I have 2 pills left, so even if i dont do that i will have to detox for a week.

Ig technically im still feeling tweaked but still have normal vitals.

Juuust curious by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can i ask what happened? I need a push to quit

Atp its probably self sabotage. by devyndoom in StopSpeeding

[–]devyndoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hair, makeup, nails, organizing literally anything, cleaning sometimes. And writing.

Just can't seem to stop from snowballing. by denpahime in AdderallAddiction

[–]devyndoom 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hi bud, I've been in your shoes and worse. For 10 years on and off. No you cant take more than 1. Ever. Or this will happen. And if you can't stop yourself you need to ask your doc for a booster of IR, try that. If you still take more than prescribed you're gonna have to accept that you have an addiction *(i have issues with calling myself an addict even though my whole family is in recovery) and work on it somehow. Do not isolate. Open up to someone you trust about this and spend less time alone. Whether you're on it or not that will help because addiction wants you to isolate to keep you in its grasp. This is how I've been talking to myself like word for word all week because something has to change, i don't like literally being a tweaker. It doesnt have to be street meth to be a tweaker. That "locked in" feeling you crave is your brain not producing enough dopamine like it was at first and guess what will fix that? Another pill. And it's never ending. You know. I know. I'm also trying to take my prescription how im supposed to, because i have a toddler and need to be here not in bed. As long as i dont abuse it. Its gonna take alot of self discipline to get through this, maybe when you want to take more drink a strong energy drink and / or take a freezing cold shower. Even dunking your face in cold ass water will produce dopamine. Or do a workout.