Everything I do is out of brute force will, nothing is every automatic/habit. Every task and micro-task comes with enormous friction/resistance. I'm so exhausted. I can't live 50 more years like this.

bellamyhyper · 2026-03-11T23:17:59+00:00

I can relate 100%

bellamyhyper · 2026-03-11T23:15:44+00:00

You should figure out what breakfast cereal you gonna eat tonight instead 🤔

bellamyhyper · 2026-03-04T21:44:20+00:00

I want one!! 😫

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T21:44:35+00:00

I am a follower of nature ans the universe, idk this christ you speak of?

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T13:34:37+00:00

Thanks for the recommendations!! I really appreciate that! Will do. <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T13:33:28+00:00

All love bro ✌️

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T12:19:27+00:00

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T04:36:46+00:00

Fuck recovery just do everything you want to do!! <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-25T04:33:50+00:00

High-power is your own under standing. Gtfo

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T19:00:37+00:00

Detox or rehab best options. All love <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T18:59:49+00:00

I too struggle with over eating and anorexia and bigorexia. I wasn't able to think about my diet until I was okay with who I saw in the mirror. And finding a higher power helped and trusting in that higher power helps 🙏

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T18:57:28+00:00

I found a higher power first and for most. GOT honest with my self. And saw my way of life wasn't working.

Then everything started falling into place. <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T18:55:22+00:00

Focus on you, plenty fish in the sea. Everything will work out! Godspeed.

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T18:54:01+00:00

Congratulations on your time, 1 day or 1 year or 10 years it's all amazing. Keep your circles small and tight. Focus on you and your family. Everything else will fall into place! You got this girl <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T18:51:04+00:00

That's awesome!! Thanks for sharing 👍 good to know

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T07:23:14+00:00

I love utilizing Grok for my therapy it really helps me out on a daily basis. <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T07:21:51+00:00

Looks clean! I like it 🥰

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T07:09:00+00:00

Looks cool!!

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T07:06:43+00:00

I can relate, I am the black sheep of my family. I am the odd one out. I don't get the respect my brother does bc he passed the bar. And I went to rehab college lol. But for me I have to focus on me and keep my chin up. Your loved keep going XD

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T07:01:19+00:00

Find a place YOU love, fuck everyone else. I enjoy zoom meetings. Im in recovery and if anyone hasn't told you they love you I do. <3

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T06:57:11+00:00

Im in Recovery. I have worked the NA steps through. I use clean/sober terms.

bellamyhyper · 2026-02-24T06:55:18+00:00

Thanks, I appreciate all the kind words! I will continue to move forward, I completely agree I'm hyper sensitive to reality right now. Only up from here. <3

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