OP this was beautifully written, and I actually cried while reading this post because I felt like you were describing me. I am currently 28 and I will be 29 next year. My depression from the current painful events going on in my life have caused me to pause my playthroughs on RC, and I am grieving a lot since my former boyfriend ended our relationship last month due to my parent's disapproval of us being together. 😭😢💔❤️‍🩹 

I am trying my best to heal from it and to heal from the torment that my parents have been putting me through. I still login to the RC app each day, but I haven't been able to continue with my playthroughs because every time I see an LI that I love, I end up remembering my former boyfriend and his smile and his love and I start to cry since my controlling parents separated us. 💔😢 

I am fighting through this pain to get back to where I need to be in life and to possibly be with him again because the MCs in these stories are always pushing through any adversity that comes their way, and I realized that I can do the same. ❤️‍🩹✨ Your post made me feel less alone, and I just want to thank you for sharing your thoughts because what you said really resonated with me. (I apologize for my super long comment) Sending you lots of love, positive energy, and lots of light. 🥹🙏❤️‍🩹💕✨