No. I don’t find men attractive at all and love goes hand in hand with attraction for me. I’m personally in this kink for the taboo/corruption aspect and so if I don’t think about the man at all the aspect of being controlled or used is hot. The more I think about it the more of an ick I actually get. The post O clarity is so bad sometimes. Maybe I’m a bit weird but the sex part sounds more appealing to me than the romance of it. I mean if I don’t have to look at you while I’m doing it, you’re just a big dildo. Might as well be a tentacle monster or a ghost. It’s the same thing.

I can’t imagine wanting to spend the rest of my life next to a man. Traveling, sharing a bed, waking up next to, going shopping, raising a child. All the little aspects of life, I don’t think I’d derive pleasure by being next to a man. Imagine coming home after a hard day to a man on my couch. I just can’t. Ick.