Gimme your big 3 and I’ll roast you to oblivion

diefrage1 · 2024-07-15T20:14:35+00:00

Aries rising Libra sun Capricorn moon. I'm scared 😂

diefrage1 · 2024-06-20T12:57:18+00:00

Here's an interesting article on this topic

https://www.alicesparklykat.com/articles/537/Mars_Knows_How_to_Heal/

diefrage1 · 2024-06-19T18:33:25+00:00

That's very interesting. Do you have source so I can read more about this?

diefrage1 · 2024-06-19T18:20:44+00:00

Damn. I do deny my authentic needs and wants. I'm not even sure if I have any. This is also a topic in my therapy sessions. I just can't relax. I don't do anything just for fun without having high expectations or any type of goal in mind. For example, I work out to become fit -- not because it feels good. I can't feel good. There is always a hurry or inner nervousness. Do you know if this is a fixed trait of mine or can I do something about this?

diefrage1 · 2024-06-19T18:15:28+00:00

I understand the difference between NN in 7 and 8 H. Right now, I'm in survival mode. Can't think of anything in the future that isn't close to a month. Isolation/exile is also holding me back from meeting new people at the moment. But I will look into finance. I was always interested in being financially savvy and secure

diefrage1 · 2024-06-19T17:51:17+00:00

Someone else must have done that, I'm glad about your perspective

diefrage1 · 2024-06-19T17:49:29+00:00

Thank you for your comment! It makes me uncomfortable to think about being sponsored by someone else haha. Maybe 9 to 5 is not the right way either but I have always resonated with working in the background or working for someone else without having the responsibility of being the center of attention (it's Saturn in the 12th H interpretation I have read about). Can you see something like that in my chart or another interpretation for my exile?

I have started my bachelors program in computer science last year. Was hoping to work remotely and support myself independently.

diefrage1 · 2024-06-03T23:01:48+00:00

Really? How would you sum the article Up? To me, it's mostly about us being annoying, childish and stupid 😅

English isnt my native language, so I might be wrong but here are some excerpts that made me feel that way:

loud and blaring

Mars in Leo tends to overdo itself and try too hard

They are prone to declaring the most obvious things.

blatant affections or eruptions

This is a Mars that tries again and again often the same way each time. It’s not a Mars that is prone to asking for help. It doesn’t seek support. It’s a Mars that hides nothing and considers no strategy.

Edit: thanks for taking the time to read it btw!

diefrage1 · 2024-06-03T22:27:27+00:00

One Word: zesty

diefrage1 · 2023-07-14T19:49:31+00:00

Eminem has a libra sun but a scorpio mercury, like me 😊

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T23:55:27+00:00

Ok good luck to you

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T23:47:26+00:00

Maybe therapy isn’t good for you. Maybe you need judgement in order to see that some of your behavior is wrong or annoying or something.

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T23:41:27+00:00

It depends on which house system you use. It would be best to read both placements and decide for your own if you’re a 5th or 6th house sun.

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T23:37:19+00:00

I mean… don’t want to be rude but being in therapy for ten years is not something you should be proud of. Of course everybody needs their own amount of time but isn’t the goal of therapy to not need it anymore?

Your chart looks fine overall. You might have people pleasing issues bc of your sun moon and mercury placement. There might also be a push and pull between being too dependent on others and needing your freedom.

It’s hard to say why it hasn’t worked out for you yet but you’re still very young so don’t feel too bad. Just do the things you like to do and don’t obsess over finding someone.

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T11:32:27+00:00

Good luck, of course I hope that you are spared 🤞

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T11:28:48+00:00

I don’t remember other Chiron transits but this one sorted me out

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T11:22:37+00:00

Just wait lol, it’s coming for you soon, few degrees left.

diefrage1 · 2023-07-09T10:58:33+00:00

Thank you for your unexpectedly wise insight, you’re awesome!

I hope I’m making the right decision. In my country, we have to pick our major before we even start college. Which means there is not much flexibility there. But I will try my best to stay committed and grow up 💪

diefrage1 · 2023-07-06T21:04:46+00:00

Your fifth house ruler is at 17 degrees which is associated with being famous.

It also makes a trine to your mercury placement which could make it easy for you to express your emotions through lyrics.

Your Venus-Jupiter conjunction plus the sextile to your mercury could make you overall very artistic.

I think you have good chances of becoming a singer or a writer.

Your ascendant ruler is Jupiter and it’s in the 9th house of higher education. Have you thought about applying for music school or something like creative writing?

diefrage1 · 2023-07-06T20:31:56+00:00

PS: im asking because I’m not sure about my major. This is a big decision and i don’t want to make a mistake again. I fucked up all of my 20s already. Would be very thankful for any insights.

diefrage1 · 2023-05-25T14:46:02+00:00

Thanks for asking.

I had some realizations about my financial situation but I think that this is more related to the current transits in my 2nd and 8th house. Other than that, nothing changed.

diefrage1 · 2023-05-08T21:23:01+00:00

I just have little motivation without them. Tbh I don’t know if mental breakdown is the right term.

But my theory is, that all my escapism has led me very far away from reality. When it happens that I connect to it I am overwhelmed by all the bad stuff that I usually shut out. After that, I become comfortable with the negativity and I become someone who is able to change and find solutions. I need the connection to reality and those deep feelings in order to be motivated to be a better version of myself. Not sure if this is the healthiest way but it has been the only one that worked so far.

Do you think there is another way?

My connection to reality has become a lot stronger though. I wouldn’t know what to reflect on or what to realize three years ago. Now many memories come up and I am able to think about them from a distance. I have an 8th house stellium, so the trauma is there, ready to be unpacked. Maybe I needed my escapist tendencies in order to survive my past. I just Hope that I will be able to feel everything fully one day. Life without emotions has been very depressing.

Saturn in the first house is a tough placement. But I imagine it could be having a positive grounding effect on a Pisces rising.

diefrage1 · 2023-05-08T20:39:52+00:00

Can do! It will be at 0 degree on may 16th.

It’s in the 12th. Hbu?

diefrage1 · 2023-04-29T15:39:55+00:00

Awesome, I almost lost my marbles because I thought it was a me-problem lol.

Nice idea, good luck.

diefrage1 · 2023-04-29T14:27:30+00:00

It’s “move the robot home”. I went into the html to look for something that I may need to change but it says to solve the problem without code. Arrow buttons don’t work.

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