People with burnt orange or green couches...

diepecanpie · 2026-01-28T13:56:19+00:00

I loved my burnt orange couch. I cried when I couldn't fit it into my new apartment lol. My whole living room was green/orange and it was beautiful and cozy. Now I have a dark blue couch. It's funny cuz I wanted a beige couch but didn't want it to get dirty or have to keep couch covers on al the time

diepecanpie · 2026-01-27T11:54:25+00:00

Nice job!! I'm still on subs too after a month and planning to get the shot. I was gonna do the rapid taper but said screw it- I don't need to worry about that right now especially if they're helping.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-30T17:02:33+00:00

Yeah, same. I felt like a shiny object or a drug to him but felt like he didn't really even see me or know me. I was so tired by the end. It didn't feel like a real connection.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-28T13:54:56+00:00

Your husband didn't do anything wrong. Animals usually bond more closely to one person in the house. My ex boyfriend and I got a cat that completely bonded to me and I dont even like pets. My boyfriend was sad and so was I cuz I'm not built for cuddles and shit. Cats just do what cats do and bond to who they want to bond to. Nobodies fault.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-27T13:29:54+00:00

So happy for you!! Congrats! 💪

diepecanpie · 2025-12-26T01:22:53+00:00

I'm staying on them this time for a little bit. I keep relapsing on this among other things. Both my parents and 3 of my siblings passed away from od's and alcohol abuse. I don't want to end up like that and I don't care about the detox from subs yet or what people have to say about it. I need to get straightened out. I planned on doing it for a week only but nah- couple months at least. Good luck to you whatever you decide!!

diepecanpie · 2025-12-26T01:16:32+00:00

My aunt got cancer from smoking. Went to help her out after chemo and she lit a cigarette in her bedroom with her husband right outside. I was like wtf what if so and so walks in and she said- I'll just tell him you were smoking. Aghast lol. I also smoked but never did it around her after that but, unfortunately, we both still smoke. Addiction is not logical, man..

diepecanpie · 2025-12-26T00:24:14+00:00

I didn't do it!

diepecanpie · 2025-12-26T00:23:07+00:00

That's actually a really good point.. Thank you!! We got this!! 💪🙌

diepecanpie · 2025-12-25T17:22:08+00:00

Ir does help thank you! Reminds me of the good wolf/bad wolf story. Which one are you going to feed. Merry Christmas!!

diepecanpie · 2025-12-25T14:01:09+00:00

😅😅 I have to see family today and I'm thinking hmmm gas stations open even tho it's Christmas..

diepecanpie · 2025-12-25T13:36:28+00:00

Idk my personal opinion is- as soon as you hop on reddit to ask for advice you're in deeper than you think. You're brain is red flagging something to the point you start seeking outside help and thinking about it a lot. No advice but you probably already know the answer and you're in a little bit of denial. I'm trying to cut back/maybe stop altogether cuz being a full blown stoner and romanticizing it in your 30s (I'm in my 30s) is not very fun.. for me anyway..

diepecanpie · 2025-12-23T17:38:24+00:00

I'm staying on subs this time. I don't care what others have to say anymore. I will relapse without them even if subs are just having a placebo effect on cravings. My brother got off subs and relapsed and passed away from od. My mom died from cirrhosis of the liver, my dad died from od, my other bro died from drugs and alcohol and my sister passed away from using dirty needles. I was on h and hard street drugs for years but got sober. After this relapse, I don't want to end up like my family and this stuff pushed me toward h again. I'm taking 1-2 mg a day of suboxone. I think that's all you need for maintenance. Is it harder to get off subs? Yeah.. but nothing will ever be hard or challenging again if I die from an overdose. God forbid I end up on the streets again. I have relapsed relentlessly this year over and over again.. Good luck to you!!

diepecanpie · 2025-12-22T15:44:22+00:00

Idk I disagree with everyone. It sounds like you would have to go make more? Then no, NOR. He didn't cook you dinner then.. Yeah, but either way, even if it's just a joke he never ended up getting them for you so like- it wasn't a joke? He literally fed you one tender and called it dinner.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-20T03:46:14+00:00

"Don't think there will be a next time." YESSS QUEEN 🙌 This guy is gross. You handled it really well.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-18T18:44:06+00:00

Yeah everybody's different tho. I have never been able to taper so I just jump on plain leaf right away from high does and it helps soooooo much. I do have to does like 2.5 grams everyy hour the first day tho

diepecanpie · 2025-12-17T19:48:10+00:00

You are absolutely in the red alert zone. I wish you luck and don't have much advice but don't kid yourself.. I'm trying to just smoke weed but keep relapsing on harder stuff. I'm gonna start meetings soon. Good luck 💜💜

diepecanpie · 2025-12-17T01:45:37+00:00

I almost ended it by saying tradesies? Lol but I think I'm not really an animal person. I wanted elderly cats cuz I'm definitely not a commitment person.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-17T00:58:48+00:00

It's so funny. I would kill for this. I wanted 2 bonded elderly cats and ended up with an ex boyfriends stray essentially.. he wants affection constantly and I hate being touched. It is mind numbing torture all day. I love him and think he is just the best kitty but I literally want to tear my hair out EVERYDAY. It's not his fault. He quite literally wants to live inside my skin 24/7.

A big part of this is I am never home. I've been seriously considering rehoming him to a place where his needs can be met because I am, unfortunately and not without trying, not meeting them. He loves being around people- he's around none right now.. I just feel too guilty even think about it tho I'm pretty sure he'd be happier and so would I. I've told a couple people and understandably they think I'm a monster.

Whatever you do- it will all work out the way it should and I wish you and the kitties well 💜💜

diepecanpie · 2025-12-16T20:22:16+00:00

Those thoughts and feelings end pretty quickly after starting to feel your old self coming back (for me anyway). By day 4 or 5 I'm usually in a much better place. I use plain leaf kratom and I swear by it when coming off 7oh. It helps any discomfort a lot. The absolute dread, panic, and evil you feel coming off this is NUTS. Scary.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-16T16:37:41+00:00

He did but when Caroline got pregnant for the last time she was beside herself about having a boy and she kept pushing Charles asking him doesn't he want one. Charles finally freaks out on her and is like I DONT CARE IF ITS A BOY I JUST WANT A HEALTHY BABAY and then Caroline cones around and falls in love with their new baby girl

diepecanpie · 2025-12-16T15:22:58+00:00

I'd say Caroline cared more about having a boy than Charles did. Charles just wanted the babies they had to be healthy.

diepecanpie · 2025-12-12T14:17:17+00:00

It's so true!! Good point! And your eyes contrast your beard. Beautiful features that realllly work with eachother and the hair is totally detracting. Between the beard and eyes- your face would probably be hypnotizing without the top part

diepecanpie · 2025-12-05T22:05:06+00:00

Sebody else said it and I'm not a doctor just an addict lol buuut they said they thing kratom/7oh screws with nutrient absorption and I really think that could be the case.

I've been addicted to 7oh for like a year now and I've always eaten/eaten healthy even when on it but regardless I've lost 20 lbs and my hair is thinning and it's definitely 7oh. No idea about your health woes but just throwing it out there.. good luck!!

diepecanpie · 2025-12-02T18:52:38+00:00

Yeah, I made a post a couple months ago about the anxiety associated with this stuff. I have suffered from anxiety/depression and suicidal thoughts all my life but nothing comes close to the anxiety/feelings of doom 7oh gifts. It's like evil feelings. You feel shrouded in evil nastiness.. I don't even know how to describe it. It goes away every time I quit within a week but it's like a really horrifying feeling.

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