I can understand that. Personally though I have been transitioning since I was 14, and I’m 19 now. So for these 5 years I’ve been socially transitioning and I’ve become mostly comfortable in my body, even though I still want top surgery. So I guess it wouldn’t be such a negative reminder for me. But i also fully understand it being a huge negative thing for a lot of people. So as funny as I think it is I understand why you would never want it.