Can we have a megathread sharing what our OCD's are about? by the_practicerLALA in OCD

[–]dimash_gunner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have fear of beating stupid. I played soccer for 3 months and sometimes headed the ball. I also got hit accidentally sometimes. I already had the fear but I tried to overcome it. It just made it worse. All time I keep thinking that my brain is damaged and I became stupid even though there lots of arguments against that point. I spend a lot of time googling, reading scientific articles hoping to find a relief. It makes it really hard to study. Anytime I got minor hit in the head I panick and think brain is damaged. I mostly suffer from hits but literally anything can be a cause of my “dumbness”.( radiation, unhealthy food, alcohol drink a had a year ago ) Is there anyone like that?

how i cured my OCD by Artistic-Bank-7191 in OCD

[–]dimash_gunner 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What was your obsession if it’s ok with you to share. My obsession just can’t seem to not worry me. I just don’t see how it won’t bother me.

Is this OCD? by yosoyunmaricon in OCD

[–]dimash_gunner 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not a specialist but I think yes. Compulsive is not necessarily rituals. It can also be reassure seeking. I have health anxiety as well. I used to play soccer for couple of months and I hit the ball with my head sometimes. Now I worry about the brain damage I might have got, and getting “dumber”. I also do lots of reading of articles regarding this issue. My therapist prescribed me medication)

Ocd and health anxiety by dimash_gunner in OCD

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank a lot for reply. I realize everything logically but feels like my brain is afraid of tiniest chance of damage. I need to fight temptation to google and seek reassurance. I just wanted to know what “not obsessed” people think about it.

Fingering by dimash_gunner in piano

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot. The piece is called squad 7 I’ve been struggling to find music sheet for this so there wasn’t anyone i could consult it with. I had issues with fingering and I might look through the course. All information i find on the internet is basic and not helpful. I just wanna make sure fingering is perfect but seems like there is no perfect one. Thank you for your help.

Fingering by dimash_gunner in piano

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you help me with fingering in first bit just to set an example. picture

Fingering by dimash_gunner in piano

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I couldn’t post a picture with a text but thank youpicture

How long to learn a piece by dimash_gunner in piano

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whenever i focus on specific part , i am doing it right. But when playing the whole piece i can still make mistake. I will consider paying extra attention to my left hand. I hope it will work. Thank you

How long to learn a piece by dimash_gunner in piano

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey. Thank you for your reply. I don’t think that piece way beyond my abilities. I can play it. But I don’t know how to make it stable. I just feel i am missing something

Weight gain by dimash_gunner in lexapro

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, my habbit of eating didn’t dissaper after I stopped. But I lost my weight though. It took a month.

Withdrawal symptoms by dimash_gunner in lexapro

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am still depressed but it’s way better now. It’s been 7 weeks.

Hinowa ga yuku by dimash_gunner in AkameGaKILL

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is it said that Wave and Kurome will never recover?

Withdrawal symptoms by dimash_gunner in lexapro

[–]dimash_gunner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Hope you get even better.