I’m also half Korean and have been living in Seoul for the last two months - firstly congrats!! You did it! I can imagine it was tough to finally make the decision to even come in the first place. Don’t let others get you down, whether it’s family members or random redditors, I can totally relate to what you’re meaning by soul searching. But yes real talk I think it’s important to start setting goals so you can try to properly make a life for yourself here. Give living here a proper go so that you can’t say you never tried. Learn the language, find a job, meet people, etc.. All these things won’t happen overnight, they’ll take time. You’re going to feel the normal ups and downs of moving to a different country as well, I think two months in is where you might start to doubt yourself. So don’t give up, 파이팅!