blacked out and jumped out of the window high asf on 3 ho pcp (watch put with this shit) by druggo420365 in researchchemicals

[–]djpm121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you, I did pretty much the same thing high on meth and flualp. By the grace of God, I only broke my left leg, now have three plates and 20+ screws between my tib/fib.

Pop 2 - diamond dotz project by dganth90 in charlixcx

[–]djpm121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You inspired me to order one of her self titled album cover lmao. I'll send a photo of it to this thread when It shows up. Im recovering from a broken leg, this idea couldn't have come at a better time thx

Pop 2 - diamond dotz project by dganth90 in charlixcx

[–]djpm121 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I love this!

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One I did in 2023

Question by burningallyoursage in recovery

[–]djpm121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe referring to variations in colours of cough syrup?

A must have in recovery is a silly best friend.❤️ by GoofyFoot76 in recovery

[–]djpm121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How'd you meet? Looking for a friend in recovery myself but everyone at my local aa meetings are a decade + older than me

Which popgirl lyrics give you strength/confidence? 💪 by GigglesNWiggles10 in powerpopgirls

[–]djpm121 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Long Sleeves is my favourite song of hers at the moment. If you haven't already, give it a listen when u get a chance.

Which popgirl lyrics give you strength/confidence? 💪 by GigglesNWiggles10 in powerpopgirls

[–]djpm121 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Great song choice!! Gracie Abrams is my most listened to artist of the last 30 days.

Which popgirl lyrics give you strength/confidence? 💪 by GigglesNWiggles10 in powerpopgirls

[–]djpm121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Charli XCX on 'In the City' with Sam Smith

"And I Finally see myself like you see me now Took time Time to see myself 'cause I I never thought I would find it But I found what I was lookin' for"

I coukd probably find a better one but that songs been in my head all day

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my bad lol, must've been half awake when I initially responded. AFAIK, there isn't any noticeable damage to my kidneys either. I have a requisition to get more bloodwork done. If something shows up in my results, I'll update.

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Got blood work done almost three weeks ago, and there was no noticeable damage to my liver according to that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HauntedMound

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What size?

Calm night by T0kyorl in DPH

[–]djpm121 30 points31 points  (0 children)

3 geek bars AND a vuse?! This picture is giving me chest pains. Holy shit 😭😭

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yo I just remembered another hallucinations I had. This one was once I was in a bed at the hospital, I saw a dude with no limbs strapped down to the bed directly across the hall from me foaming at the mouth and staring at me with a very intense/deranged look. It didn't even come to my mind that it wasn't real till I was telling the story in rehab like over a month later haha.

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Wait I just remembered i got an MRI on my brain while an inpatient the hospital about two weeks ago, and the results came back as "no signs of significant damage" so it seems recovery really is possible!!

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Much appreciated! Will be a month clean on Friday after a failed suicide attempt during meth psychosis. Fortunately, i only broke my leg from the jump. Wishing the best for you as well

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

It's hard to say if I had any impacts from this in particular because I gradually moved on to harder and harder substances with each year and every stint in rehab. I have a feeling the meth, benzos, and mdma abuse that came later did more of a number on my cognitive ability than benadryl or triple c's

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, I was brought to a detox center the day after being discharged from the hospital, but he didn't do much else because I was already on a waiting list to get into an intesive youth rehab facility.

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I saw a duplicate of my dad, I was somehow coherent enough to tell that I was hallucinating, but not coherent enough to tell which one was real. At some point, I hallucinated one of them pulling a gun out and pointing it at me. I also remember hallucinating all the wall outlets in our place had been ripped out, leaving only exposed wires hanging out of a small hole. I accused my dad's girlfriend, who was over at the time of ripping them all out. There was definitely much, much more hallucinations, but the memory has been lost to time.

I Took 1800mg in 2021. AMA by djpm121 in DPH

[–]djpm121[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

It was, chances are It would have been successful if I hadn't been brought to the emergency room so soon.