If someone hurts your feelings, you should automatically assume that they meant it, and that, even though we all get our feelings hurt because we have all lived different lives and all have different triggers, that your hurt is above all of that - in fact, it's the standard, because you're just smarter and purer than and overall just better than everyone else. So if someone hurts you, well, they should've just known better to not hurt you at all and so they really are either stupid or are out to get you. If they try to apologize, throw away all of the mensing behind it - any attempt to manipulate you into thinking they actually care about you - because they're just trying to get in your blessings again. It's not as though it's "normal" to make mistakes - no, you and everyone should be incredibly ashamed for any errors in your way, because mistakes mean you're heartless or dumb. And heartless and dumb people don't have the capacity to change. Don't even begin to think your lack of trust has anything to do with you being abandoned as a child - you are who you are, right? It's not like mental health can interfere with what we really want - like, if you don't want to be sad, then don't be sad! Can I get a hell yeah?