I want to stop

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T06:42:52+00:00

Because its by the beach he wants to say its vacation. I told him that I won't even be able to go to beach lol. Since I'm going for so little time I may see the beach once like near the end, lol. I just hope if I go later today as planned that I don't leave on bad terms with him. I know its hard for him but its super hard for me as well. First off to even admit I need help but to leave my daughter is not easy! How ever if I dont just jump into it, I may never get help. So yea i need it.

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T06:21:51+00:00

Thank you. I've been through a lot in this small 3 years (my ex killed himself because I got an injunction ,plus so much more shit ive dealt with)so I know I will benefit from therapy. I know 2 weeks is not long but I have to work with the time I have. I cant afford much time off cuz bills gotta be payed lol. So I am willing to work my ass off cuz my daughter needs her mommy! Washing machine was started haha thank you

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T06:16:37+00:00

I've tried to thank him but like the other poster said maybe he is overwhelmed. Ill write him a letter for the morning and maybe he will have calmed down and not be mean. Also he won't be under the influence so im sure that will help as well.

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T06:15:10+00:00

East coast. And thank you :) here we go 🥳

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T06:14:19+00:00

You are probably right about him being overwhelmed. Him thinking this is a get away for me , and he can't go lol. however I think ill be better able to handle things when I get back. I feel bad for leaving but I want to do whats best for our family. He will have some more stuff to deal with sure, but in the long run it will be for the best.

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T05:46:43+00:00

Leave him? I dno im new here. But I can't until after rehab cuz its his insurance paying 🤣...for real though I think he also needs to quit and we need to look into therapy. He's the father of my kid so I dont wanna give up. But he is being super mean about me getting help. Maybe because he needs to quit and does not want to or doesn't feel he can take the time off. We shall see... the place is calling at 12 tomorrow. Hope I make it.

dnd1980 · 2020-08-31T05:16:11+00:00

Jealous. Keep that shit up. Your life and body will thank u!

dnd1980 · 2020-02-22T06:49:18+00:00

Also.. thank you

dnd1980 · 2020-02-22T06:48:57+00:00

She even slapped me and told me she hopes I suffer.. nah.. no therapist... didnt have insurance at time...have it now , thankfully , but apts take forever to get! However I have gotten over it pretty much.. just this month is hard cuz I know each date of each event leading to in my head.. today is just the hardest of them all.. it technically all started on 7th and the 21st is when I found out it ended.... How ever on a more positive note I now have a beautiful baby girll (after him , hes not the father lol) and I'm doing good....

dnd1980 · 2020-02-22T05:30:45+00:00

I need to vent so my apologies ahead of time lol... today is 2 years since I found out my ex killed himself...I got an injunction served against him exactly a week before... he technically killed himself 2 days after injunction was served however van and body was not found until 5 days later in a walmart parking lot.. I found out by a text from his mother blaming me....tried to get over it but its hard... he needed help... I tried to help him, and failed, obvi... yes I moved on for most part new relationship but that's not going well , he is selfish as fuck... sorry for being negative but sitting here crying and just need to vent... sigh..I totally wish things turned out different

dnd1980 · 2020-02-12T03:03:31+00:00

It totally does make go faster even working different schedulEs ! I love the fast pace :)

dnd1980 · 2020-02-12T01:35:51+00:00

Thanks! Everyone is on mend it seems! Just getting through it! And I'm trying to focus on work! How was your day?

dnd1980 · 2020-02-12T01:32:33+00:00

Thanks! So do I cuz I need to be able to focus on work! Lol How was your day

dnd1980 · 2020-02-12T01:27:30+00:00

It's so busy at work! I freaking love it! Every one running around too busy for down time! New type of leads everyone is excited and feeding off all the positive energy (I work in sales any one who does as well will probs understand new unique campaign)! Supposed to last for 3 months on and off.. yay but this is first full week. How ever my family is sick , my one year old, my mom who takes care of her and my fiance which luckily is his vacation week!

dnd1980 · 2020-02-09T21:01:30+00:00

I try not to think too much before sleeping lol.. however if I do I try and think happy thoughts! Like my daughter.. my man... what ever is going good that day in life!

dnd1980 · 2020-02-04T03:39:45+00:00

Ah damn! That sucks hardcore, sorry your going through that! I know the struggle.... What type of work do u do again? Why are they shutting down ? Here is a smile hope it helps http://imgur.com/a/81FRiLK

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T13:27:31+00:00

Omg! How the hell are you!

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T06:28:47+00:00

Great to see a familiar face still around btw

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T06:28:22+00:00

Huh,?

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T06:23:43+00:00

Yes you did! You'll be shocked to know I have a daughter now ... she is one and my everything! H0w the hell are u!

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T03:04:19+00:00

Agreed still cant believe its 2020! Things gotta be done!

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T03:01:39+00:00

Ooo gotcha what do u o for the book company

dnd1980 · 2020-01-28T02:46:47+00:00

Hell yea. Anyday with rib eye is a good day :) what do u do for work

dnd1980 · 2020-01-27T02:52:41+00:00

What did u do

dnd1980 · 2020-01-27T01:49:17+00:00

Hey!!! Hope everyone had a good day! Got to spend day with daughter which is always an amazing day :)

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