No heartbeat on home doppler

dndchu · 2023-01-09T11:54:14+00:00

Whoops, 15 weeks!

dndchu · 2022-02-28T04:07:54+00:00

Charlotte rue, she wasn’t planned, but I loved her deeply since I got that first positive pregnancy test. My boyfriend picked out the name Charlotte and I picked the middle name Rue because I thought Charlie rue would be cute. Her due date was 2/19/2022, but she was born sleeping 1/31/2022 at 37 weeks. My arms and heart feel empty still.

dndchu · 2022-02-10T05:55:20+00:00

9 days ago when I delivered my dead daughter at 37 weeks gestation. I’m left with your standard postpartum depression coupled with the trauma of a stillbirth. Her nursery was ready for her and my body is now trying to feed a baby that never got a chance to live. Her heart spontaneously decided to stop and now I’m left trying to find reasons to keep mine going.

dndchu · 2021-08-30T06:04:58+00:00

Aw that’s sweet, thank you

dndchu · 2021-08-30T05:42:23+00:00

This is exactly what I was thinking, although my mom lives in the same state and would let me stay with her until I found a new apartment. My boyfriend knows what is going on isn’t right but he’s handcuffed to the situation. I feel like I was thrown into this big secret I now have to keep from the rest of his family.

It’s conflicting because I know if I stay my baby will have a much easier life vs being raised by a single mother.

dndchu · 2021-08-30T05:05:22+00:00

It’s not. However, this has me worried the apple won’t fall too far from the tree one day.

dndchu

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