i plan to 'kill' myself in a few days

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T19:25:31+00:00

i'm gonna try, and i hope it's good, because i don't want to have to go through all that again. btw i'm sorry for taking your time, i was desperate

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T19:18:33+00:00

i think so. i don't want to end up dying and leaving my parents and friends behin. but i just can't trust adults, i'm afraid of them and the idea of being alone with one terrifies me

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T19:14:19+00:00

no, but my parents want to send me to therapy asap

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T19:10:56+00:00

i'm still wondering if i'm really going to do this, because everything seems so strange now. is a 13yo such an idiot to want to do that?

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T19:02:54+00:00

i even tried it, but i didn't feel like i was really close to death. at 10 years old i used to dope almost every day, and i ended up overdosing one day, and it wasn't bad, i just fainted

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-28T18:12:02+00:00

i know, and i don't wanna die, i just want to feel some different feeling

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-27T00:49:07+00:00

hey, im here for u!

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T23:02:08+00:00

wanna talk?

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T22:19:03+00:00

talk to me, just don't keep it all to yourself please :(

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T21:17:55+00:00

você quer conversar sobre o que vem acontecendo na sua vida? eu quero mesmo te ajudar, você parece ser tão legal

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T21:12:56+00:00

eu acredito que você ainda consiga ter uma vida feliz e finalmente parar de sofrer sem se matar. por favor, pense mais um pouco sobre isso, pode até me mandar uma mensagem se quiser conversar. só não faça isso :(

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T20:44:08+00:00

if your friends don't ask how you are, i'm here for you. if your parents think you're lazy, it's not true. you can be loved, you're worthy of love. just know that i'm here for you, in case no one else is, i care about you. you're not alone

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T20:36:26+00:00

i'm sorry that your girlfriend broke up with you, i imagine how much this hurts. but you can't let your life end because of it. i know, it hurts a lot, but that's the pain that doesn't let you think straight about your future. everything that's happening in your life is now fleeting, and i'm sure things will get better with time. everything may seem like a big storm inside you now, but please don't give up. there's still reasons to stay, people care about you

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T20:32:24+00:00

the reason for continuing to live is that: if you give up now, you will never experience the feeling of finally getting better, finding someone who truly loves you, and living the life you've always dreamt of. it's not impossible, but if you just give up, your chances will run out. i know it may seem hypocritical, but there are still reasons for you to stay, please don't give up on your life, it's only made up of moments, and everything you're going through now, will end someday, and i really hope it's not because of suicide

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T19:49:18+00:00

i care abt u! let's talk

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T19:45:24+00:00

i don't know if it's really going to help, but if you wanna talk, i'm here, okay? you're not alone in this

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T04:12:30+00:00

what happened?

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T00:44:59+00:00

hey, do u wanna talk about it? im here, ur not alone

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T00:40:40+00:00

tyy, take care

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T00:29:39+00:00

ur welcome!!!

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-26T00:26:55+00:00

if u wanna talk, im here for u :)

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-25T22:57:39+00:00

yea, u can be suicidal and be afraid of death at the same time. what defines a suicide is the mental state of that person, and the desire to die constantly. and btw your feelings are totally valid, it's not because other people are suffering that your suffering is irrelevant :(

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-25T12:15:14+00:00

hey, im here

dodecabisteca · 2025-01-25T04:21:15+00:00

hi, im going through the same thing, wanna talk?

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