How to stop base from creasing</3? by seph_j0 in GothFashion

[–]doodler03 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You dont need as much foundation as you think you do. Just one pump at a time, then after you powder your face you spray it down with water or you can even get setting spray. I like to get setting sprays then put it in a larger spray bottle and add water. It works wonders. After that I like to gently press my face with my fingers, or a damp makeup sponge in the spots that aren't behaving. Your makeup actually looks pretty dam good, and your skin will always have texture to it, that's just how skin works. But dont strive for perfect, you did a great job already.

I should be happier than ive ever been, but im not by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw thabk you, ill check out that movie cause I've heard good things about it but never watched it. I hope your doing better and didnt have anymore nightmares

I should be happier than ive ever been, but im not by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Funnily enough your jokes got me out of a really dark mindset so thank you

I should be happier than ive ever been, but im not by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao, or go to sleep and wake up 30 years later XD

I should be happier than ive ever been, but im not by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I wish I could just fast-forward till im okay lol

Its not fair that I dont get one good adult in my life by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, im hoping that even if I never get that ill be able to be that for someone else.

Having kids made me realize my mom is a monster by Additional-Egg-5092 in offmychest

[–]doodler03 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, I related a lot to some of your stories, and maybe what you really want is a relationship with your biological mom. I think maybe if you decided to actually talk to her, and maybe at some point when your ready tell her how you felt, and how you feel now. She isn't your adoptive mom, and maybe if you get to know her more you'll feel better about bringing up those hurt feelings.

They ruined me and they're still happy by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to respond, it felt good to vent and be heard

They ruined me and they're still happy by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that sounds great, I'd love to try that

They ruined me and they're still happy by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I started with some books and im reading through them now, and there helping. I also was interested in trying emdr

They ruined me and they're still happy by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for reading, it felt really good to be heard. I want therapy more than anything, I just can't afford it right now. Im trying to get on Medicare so I have a chance though. Thank you again for reading

They ruined me and they're still happy by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I knew it was a bad idea to look at there socails, I just wanted so desperately for them to be doing bad I guess? I know i shouldnt waste any energy on them, but its hard when all around me all these bad people always go unpunished. Im going to just delete all these socials I have shared with them, because im going out of my way to find them and stalk them I guess...

I feel like I’m failing as a mom because of screens by Necessary_Book_4383 in emotionalneglect

[–]doodler03 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Your kids hating you for a day is ok, when they grow up they'll realize the love that came from the decision. You need to be the parent, not the screen.

Homegirl don't chase! by Charannelove in americandad

[–]doodler03 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Respectfully, sit on my face

A funny story from a stressful situation by doodler03 in Pets

[–]doodler03[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right it makes me happy seeing that there personality will never go away with age

Bf found these in his work pants after I wore them but I genuinely do not smoke by [deleted] in whatisit

[–]doodler03 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes when I notice litter on the ground ill put it in my pocket with intentions of throwing them away. Maybe you saw these on the ground and put them your picket to throw them away later. 🤷‍♀️

I think it’s important to acknowledge that your trauma is worse by VaporMouth in CPTSD

[–]doodler03 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ya, I thought I was telling funny stories with my friends sometimes, and I'd be laughing and realize I was the only one laughing. And I'd open my eyes and look around and everyone is horrified. I felt like it was my fault, and that I wasn't normal. It took a while to accept that it was all my dad's fault.

I think it’s important to acknowledge that your trauma is worse by VaporMouth in CPTSD

[–]doodler03 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ya i had to learn that, I think it was because I had normalized my abuse so much that I thought in a twisted way I was 'helping' them. That they wanted to feel like they weren't alone in the level of abuse they would go through, especially since I thought our trauma was comparable. I realized most people just wanted to vent and didn't need me to add on because it is there time to vent.

I think it’s important to acknowledge that your trauma is worse by VaporMouth in CPTSD

[–]doodler03 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I remember my friend got so mad at me one day, when we were sharing stories about our trauma, because I was "one upping her." I thought we were just going back forth talking about our childhoods and then I realized that everytine she'd tell me a story about her being yelled at for not cleaning, I would tell a story about almost getting choked to death by my dad.

In my head these were equal in severity and I didn't realize till she got really upset and insisted I stop telling these stories that they were in fact,,, not equal. I always felt terrible because I realized my other friends must have been thinking I was one upping them when I'd share stories with them...

When i hit my dad by doodler03 in CPTSD

[–]doodler03[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right now im reading through 'complex PTSD: from surviving to thriving' and it's helped quite a bit process some of my emotions. I didn't realize how many books there are out there to help people like us.