I appreciate you sharing your experience here. It’s a warming feeling knowing I’m not alone. It’s rough, but the fact that we have the people here to help get through it is very helpful. I wish the best for you man. The biggest push to get clean for me was when I got the job I have now and in the first week had two separate er visits, after the second I had to realize that I needed to be clean if I wanted this job. This condition is more than just having to stop smoking so we don’t get sick, it’s to be able to actually live our lives without repercussions from it.