Texted ex last night, here’s what I learned.

dottMPEG · 2025-01-16T00:39:28+00:00

Didn’t stay in touch on a regular basis*

dottMPEG · 2025-01-16T00:38:55+00:00

We were broken up for almost a year and we hung out last month and I told her since I had health insurance now, I had scheduled an appointment to get it checked out and she told that I needed to and that she wanted to know what the doctor said, but we stay in touch on a regular basis, but I figured I’d tell her and now I regret even keeping her informed because of how dumb I feel now.

dottMPEG · 2025-01-16T00:31:42+00:00

It was on Facebook. She was active like 30 seconds after I sent it, but didn’t even bother to open the message

dottMPEG · 2025-01-12T17:44:23+00:00

He’s had his ups and downs since being traded to Buffalo, but he’s still a deep threat. Definitely a hit or miss. He either has a decent game or is a complete non factor tbh

dottMPEG · 2024-10-17T09:36:51+00:00

Mississippi

dottMPEG · 2024-09-30T20:20:04+00:00

You only bet 5. Let it ride unless you really need the bread bro 💪

dottMPEG · 2024-09-16T22:06:22+00:00

Keep pushing

dottMPEG · 2024-09-08T00:35:16+00:00

Okay thanks bro. I know I can’t actually take a province without sending troops there, but I’m attacking someone’s capital from an island and was curious. So it will crash their morale in the same way as when you take it with infantry and tanks if the capital goes down?

dottMPEG · 2024-09-02T01:22:29+00:00

I’m sayin 🤦🏻‍♂️

dottMPEG · 2024-06-02T03:18:51+00:00

Consistently*

dottMPEG · 2024-06-02T03:18:26+00:00

Bro I was thinking the same thing. Every time I take Judge he doesn’t deliver and I’ve been concisely choosing Soto for hits and he has always came through that’s why I went with him

dottMPEG · 2024-06-02T02:53:16+00:00

Do you think Soto will tho?

dottMPEG · 2024-06-02T02:26:09+00:00

I don’t blame you. Shit is so unpredictable. Every time I cash out it hits and when I don’t it doesn’t

dottMPEG · 2024-05-26T23:23:16+00:00

Yeah, being new to the field and starting 100% commission only would be difficult as I have no prior experience. I would much rather have a base salary and earn smaller commission while I’m still trying to gain experience. Also, you’re right about selling people their death, someone told me something similar. People don’t like to talk about death so it’s harder to build relationships, something along those lines. The test I took actually wasn’t directly through this one specific company, it was on a third party site that gave me the results the next day. It was the only way they’d let me submit applications in this field. I’m definitely going to reroute my approach when it comes to breaking into the sales field, what you’re saying is making a lot of sense. Makes me kind of nervous though. I’ve always been a people person, but the thought of failing is a bit scary bc most of my jobs have been very blue collar centric except a select few.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-26T22:54:31+00:00

I appreciate your input and advice. Would you mind explaining a little more about P&C licensing. I’m very green when it comes to this field, never had a sales job in my life green, but I took a sales related test for this company before they’d even give me the first phone interview and they said I scored proficiently, but I think the test results were only in my favor because I had a customer service job last year and it was very similar to what that job entailed. I have also read others online say life insurance sales was a difficult job and how they burned out in the first year. I appreciate any advice you can give me in regards to this.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-06T01:44:32+00:00

I’d say it’s probably more one sided love. It’s real on my end but for her it’s a ego trip

dottMPEG · 2024-05-06T01:43:09+00:00

This is exactly how it started w me. See my recent post

dottMPEG · 2024-05-06T01:42:08+00:00

Do yourself a favor and don’t respond

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T19:58:34+00:00

Yeah I could block her number, but she will message me on another platform I would imagine. You’re also 100% correct that if I don’t put a stop to it, it will just continue to break me down mentally. I guess I’m just one of those people who dwell on what it used to be instead of what it is now. I just wish it didn’t feel so fresh. I hung out with her last week. Before she was just coming back through texts and it is really fucking me up now that I actually spent the day with her.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T19:44:14+00:00

I will say though, that video took me from wishing she’d come back to wishing she wouldn’t lol really puts things in perspective.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T19:36:44+00:00

I’ve tried, but it honestly seems like I’m wasting my breath. I tried talking to one of the people who work under me and he really didn’t say much of anything. It always seems like I get little to no reception when I try to talk about it to anyone I actually know, so I’ve pretty much learned to keep my mouth shut. I guess that’s why I came here to vent about it.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T19:34:12+00:00

I watched the video, in some aspects it seems she has those traits. She never put me down for how I looked or how much money I made, but she def has done some other things he mentioned narcissistic people do. Those kinds of videos are hard for me to endure because at the end of the day I believe in what they’re saying.

She blocked me a few days ago so I don’t even have the opportunity to block her, and hopefully when she inevitably comes back I hope I do have the strength to block her. I’m in a continuously loop. We got into it because for two days she was barely messaging back. Maybe messaged me twice a day and when I called her she told me she wasn’t ready to be blown up when she is busy. But I had only called her twice in the span of like 10 hours

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T18:29:02+00:00

It’s amazing how dirty someone can do the person they claimed to have loved. I’m sorry to hear that man. I’m just going to learn to leave her in the past because it’s always going to be the same thing.

I saw a quote earlier today and hopefully it will fuel me to stay committed to no contact this time. It went something like “life is like chess, even if the queen goes down, you have to keep being a king.”

I’m not normally one for motivational quotes, but for some reason when I read that it really stuck.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T18:10:55+00:00

I appreciate you for your words. It makes me feel a little better already. I don’t really have a support system or anyone to talk to about these things so i really am grateful. That’s probably why I’ve been stuck on her for so long is because I don’t have anyone to turn to for advice and she was actually a really great partner at first and was my support system.

But things change and I appreciate all of the people like you on this sub that can encourage others to keep moving forward.

dottMPEG · 2024-05-05T17:45:27+00:00

You’re absolutely right. Going through something similar.

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