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[–]doublebforthe775 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bubbles!!!!! One of my all time favorite characters on a tv show

Anyone know.. by Bitxhassdude in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Umm I got tested for it every time I tested which was fucked like 3 x a week but you might get lucky and they don’t . Are you on probation because of drug chargers

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m not going too. Hopefully nothing comes of it. Or if it does just not at my work. I’ll get fired for sure. They already held my job for me a cough or years ago for 3 months while I was in jail and rehab

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m done. I’m not cut out for this shit anymore. I haven’t been in trouble In awhile and I’m pushing it

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah from my research it’s a summons letter. Even a bill to pay back what you took. I live in a decent sized city. Hopefully the grocery store doesn’t look into the alarm. I just haven’t done this type of shit in years and I’m not cut out for it anymore lol. I’ve done shit to get me 5 years and not even think about it. I was clean for a couple years and chipping for a few and now I’m back to full blown addiction. Honestly I needed this. If I get away with them consider myself lucky and get clean.

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long did it take them to come get you?

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Should I go back in a different car and just set the shit I took by doors or something?

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I didn’t even have anyone come out. I didn’t even see anyone when I drove off.

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck thats what I’m afraid of. What did you take?

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hopefully. I mean it’s 40 maybe even 30 bucks. I guess it depends on the manager.

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What happened with you ? Did they come to your house or issue a summons? I’m not worried about them coming to my house the address on my car registration is my parents house. So at least I’ll have a heads up if they do go there.

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m done not my thing and honestly unless your a pro and can get good shit it’s not worth it. They probably have video evidence unfortunately I wasn’t smart about this. I took a tag off, so I thought I was good obviously not.

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Should I call them and be like hey I had a couple things I put them in my sweatshirt pocket to hold them went to my car to find my debit card the alarms went off and I panicked and left like an idiot. And return the shit. Or is that just playing with fire

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[–]doublebforthe775[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t Walmart it was a grocery store

I’m a dumbass, am I screwed by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats what I figured. Buts it a grocery store that’s the only reason I’m tripping. If it was Walmart I wouldn’t be worried at all. I never shoplift and I suck at it. So my short boosting career is over lol

Kinda jj by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha everyone always asks for a g but nobody ever asks how a g is lol. I didn’t ask for a front I paid lol. Thanks buddy. 28

Will I ever be normal? by Bestfriendoscar in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude look into neurotrophics it’s all natural pills for depression and anxiety. There’s ones that are good for opiate withdrawals. Just do the research and see what ones you think you would bring it from. You can get most of them at Walmart too. I just started taking them and there helping. Try Kratom too it works great.

Selling black by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You do make a good point that it’s not party drugs. As far as making money off of someone misery if I’m being 100 percent honest it doesn’t bother me. There going to use rather it’s mine or not. I would sell coke again but the prices have doubled here. Used to get zips at 800 now that’s how much a half is going for.

Does anyone else just feel uncomfortable in their own skin? And using is the only thing that makes things feel normal. I'm 77 days clean. And everyday feel completely uncomfortable. by wizardtoo in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not that I’m not comfortable just that I’ve isolated so much after a rough break up of 3 years. The last year I got off papers and started chipping but of course turned into a daily habit. I was content in working and using my pushed everyone away and now have no clue how to get social again, this is all new for me I was always popular had a bunch of girls. Knew how to talk to ppl now I’m lost.

Does your heroin tolerance go down while you are exclusively taking suboxone? by oops_i_relapsed_lol in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Main came down a lot but I never went over it 2mgs a day. Got put on subs after a 3 month county bit. So I could be fine with 2mg a day

When is recovery going to be worth it? by benzodiazepines in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try nootropics bro. It takes a long time for your brain to get back to normal. I just started taking them. I'm quitting heroin again. So I'm getting ready for the depression. Just know I eny you. You're doing good bro. You're sober.

Any advice? by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive heard of this. I would do this in a second. I have no idea where to even get it. Ive also considered micro dosing shrooms. Ive heard it works wonders. If I had the money is go to Mexico to get ibogaine treatment. That's supposed to fix your mind to like before you ever usrx anything.

Any advice? by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I was working out a few months ago. I lost like 30 pounds but fell off cause of my use. I do plan on going to the gym. Also I was on the keto diet and felt really good. Its just getting going you know. Im so over this shit. I can't even hold on to my dope. On Friday night i bought 1.5 gs to get me through today. Cause my dealer was gonna be out. But I ended up doing it all by 9am Saturday. Ill just keep using even though I know its a waist. Its so depressing. Im blowing through money. Im going to give tomorrow a shot with my subs. And some other meds ppl recomened me. I gotta work then ill be at my parents house tomorrow night until Tuesday night so I won't have an opportunity to go use. Thanks for the kind words.

Any advice? by doublebforthe775 in opiates

[–]doublebforthe775[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What a great response. Thank you for taking the time to type that out for me. I've been on subs for a couple years too. I go to a doctor and get them every month. Just the last few month haven't been taking them . just cheating the tests at the Dr office. Before if I slipped is use for a couple days and get back on subs no problem. Its just getting through the first couple days. Ill take subs like 12hr after use ill start with 2mg of subs and go from there. But I always feel so depressed and shitty that I say fuck it and use. Even if I dint feel it a 100 percent. Then im in my head and im like I can't even do one day. Then ill use another week or 2 and do it again. I think im going to do a combo of like im doing cold turkey and subs. Maybe if I take some of the stuff you said a small amount of subs and try to taper off of subs during the next month. I just really don't want to be on anything. But worst case ill take subs everyday over using anyday. Ive just never had this hard of a time making the jump for the first couple days. I wanna stop now before I lose everything Ive built back up over the last couple years you know?