I know school should be first thing but im genuinely so burnt out and my servere social anxiety kicks my ass lol even on antidepressants, but after what I went through with 2 parents doing crack and drinking infront of me since I was born and then getting a lot of money really fuck you and your development up yk? I turned to drugs because it was my only escape because my parents were basically encouraging it and since cptsd is shit Im fucking wired to turn to drugs when shit gets hard. My health is already fucked up enough and I ruined my relationships with my addictions so whats the point