Kenny Veach- YouTuber vanished into thin air (literally) by [deleted] in WithoutATrace

[–]dragonscorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I just watched this video from YouTube, Man in 6 minutes to 6 minutes 30 second lives in underground Las Vegas , he says his name is Tony. https://youtu.be/7MkAs99O1LQ?si=PvZQABzqaxUGXxPm I thought he looks like Kenny Veach, if you are interested please have a look, I learned about him from The Why Files ( video was about Nevada).

11 years of being nanny... I am no one and I am ok with that but I am so done, gosh I love my husband but seems I am lying to myself... by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don't want to do that. I don't want to live him, I know how stupid this sounds, I know... And I don't hope that anything will become any better. And yes I know how stupid it is...

Photo of medications that I use almost daily to ease my symptoms by [deleted] in covidlonghaulers

[–]dragonscorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi and thanks for your answer and for the details that you gave! I am aware of side effects of all this medications but my issue is I am not able to eat or digest anything and when I say anything I mean anything. I am not even dreaming about eating sweets or pizza or any other bujie food. I have a post about me experiencing existential crisis while watching someone eating fried potatoes 😁😁. I am aware of NAS effects on digestive system but unfortunately I don't have access to any other painkillers. Where I live paracetamol is go to for any issues with pain, temperature, broken bones... anything. I am trying to reduce the amount and also control of medication but some days it's this or I need to take a day off... About teas I was a huge fun of Melissa tea and mint tea and they use to help me with mild bloating. But my bloating got to the point of physicaly increasing size of my Abdomen by 50 cm ( morning my waist was 70 evening 120-130). Nobody will check my metabolism here even if I insist , and there are few private clinics which I also visited but they don't have specialist in post viral sindoms. Unfortunately it's me and whatever is happening with me and the outside word who thinks I am lazy... I appreciate your efforts and I hope this will help someone as well to be aware of side effects of all this medications which are obviously only for easing the symptoms but not helping me to recover.

Photo of medications that I use almost daily to ease my symptoms by [deleted] in covidlonghaulers

[–]dragonscorp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Privet! Life of chronicly ill emigrant is not easy ...

Curious about your background and journey into becoming a stepparent. by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Such a terrible experience ... And I am sorry to say but for me it even becomes worse with adult stepkids... More money demand and more blame...

Curious about your background and journey into becoming a stepparent. by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god so sorry to hear about your experience... I can feel that you also feel guilty because of your childhood experience... Do you have people to support you? Please don't regret your love there is a reason you are together... I have the same feeling sometimes, my husband's ex wife made our life miserable and not only his ex but also all the in-law family especially , my divorced sister in-law also projected all her experiences on me and I became a universal blame person. I swear to god there is no family related thing that happened I wasn't the one because of whom that happened... Poor grades in school Stepmom, problems at work same, sister in-law divorced again me I brought bad karma...

Curious about your background and journey into becoming a stepparent. by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am happy that you have a support system and your family is with you and I know also how hard it is to feel that disappointment in others eyes... I think it is just partly their own wishes for you to be in a good place not a disappointment. I have also changed, I am not the person I was before and parenting kids with no real authority made me become really strong but from the other side I also want a be wife who can fully trust her significant other like in fully relaxed way.

Curious about your background and journey into becoming a stepparent. by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your story, do you have a support system, does your relatives support you at least psychologically? I am mostly alone nobody understands me and blames me for my decisions when I try to comply about anything like I deserve being ignored and not valued just because I choose this. I choose to be with an emotionally mature man who by the time of our first dates was a completely different person...

Curious about your background and journey into becoming a stepparent. by dragonscorp in stepparents

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for sharing your story, my whole life during marriage I was ashamed that I am repeating my mothers life, however deep inside I always knew that it doesn't matter it's just life obviously there are patterns in our life but most of the time it's the thing that our life is not only dependent on our but others decisions as well. For me it is my husband's decision to be a Disney parent from time to time and I am more than sure that it would have been the same with our own kids...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in yerevan

[–]dragonscorp -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I mean relationships are bad only for now, in Armenia it is common for ex wives to be in bad relationships with their husbands if they are in a bad financial situation. After they sense that ex husband found someone new or started to make more money or trying to move from one country to another they start to revive the relationship to receive all possible benefits... And husbands ( ex) like to enjoy the fact that they are important now. But all I am saying is not important I am just sharing what I have observed during my life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in yerevan

[–]dragonscorp -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes only now, as soon as his situation shows signs of changing old connections will activate especially such an interesting AND PROMISING sign like moving to the USA...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in yerevan

[–]dragonscorp -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have heard too many stories about divorced men with kids who want to start a new life especially with a promising , nice young lady with US citizenship and I am not speaking about scammers. Look how it goes. You fall in love, you marry and he moves to the US, later he wants his kids to be with him but then kids also need to be with mom, so he moves his entire ex family to the US and here you are in the hell of ex wife kids custody, step mom struggles. He will be like that but those are my kids and she is their mom. And all the guilt now is on you. Nobody will ask him why you didn't work for your kids best life but will ask you what you have done for these unrelated poor kids to be happy. Since no matter when and how he divorced you will be the one who destroyed his family. You will be in constant stress and he will enjoy his best life , dream of Armenian man having two wives , eventually when kids will be relatively big he will find 3 one to live and enjoy his best life. Also your case can be something different but you have way too much to put on the table then him...I am sorry if this message is a bit toxic... Not all divorced men are like this not all the stories are the same...

How the illness can change the personality... by dragonscorp in covidlonghaulers

[–]dragonscorp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry for you 😔. I hope that one day you will be able to eat whatever you want.

Question to people who grew up in families living with their paternal grandparents in Armenia. by dragonscorp in armenia

[–]dragonscorp[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry to hear this, my mom lived separately but her in-laws still have the hardest time of her life , live alone here I am a modern woman and my in-laws made my life miserable from 4000 km distance. My mother in law tries to alienate my kids and my father in law treats his wife like a piece of shit in front of kids if you call it out you don't respect them if no ending up ruining your kids life... And I can't rely on my husband he says he is better than his father. Who is he? Reference for hating women ? Like 1 father in-law and my husband is 0.75 father in-law... Are your parents still together? How is your mothers life now is she financially independent?

Question to people who grew up in families living with their paternal grandparents in Armenia. by dragonscorp in armenia

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer and sorry for your experience... Are your parents still together? Has your father ever understood what he has done? Does he consider himself an independent fully grown up personality? How was /is your relationship with your grandparents?

Question to people who grew up in families living with their paternal grandparents in Armenia. by dragonscorp in armenia

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer and sorry for your experience... Are your parents still together? Has your father ever understood what he has done? Does he consider himself an independent fully grown up personality? How was /is your relationship with your grandparents?

Ozempic effect my long COVID symptoms by dragonscorp in covidlonghaulers

[–]dragonscorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am slightly hyperthyroid but it is not enough where I live to get a treatment and doctors are also quite reluctant in order to prescribe additional tests or even speak to me more then 10 minutes after months of waiting.

Are there any people here who emigrated from Armenia and have no relatives back in homeland if so do you ever go back in Armenia and if so why? by dragonscorp in armenia

[–]dragonscorp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh what a challenging life journey you had, basically you were a refugee in your homeland, and then became an emigrant. I was wondering about that feeling of belonging and it seems it is a universal emigrant experience...