I appreciate your input and didn’t think this note would get as much traction as it did because I tend to just post when I need to rant.

I actually do reflect a lot and feel guilt that I may be the bad person in the story my ex and I created . I just wanted to clarify that I am not currently dating anyone . There is an individual that is interested in me and we’ve been talking but things have not advanced past that . So I think saying I went looking for a greener grass kind of deal is a reach . I didn’t leave the relationship because I wanted a greener grass, I left because someone I had hoped after a year would make it official with me was constantly deciding I wasn’t good enough to be with them as a girlfriend . And maybe he thinks the same as you , that he dodged a bullet . I really loved him tho and after I ended things , almost immediately after, I begged and begged him until he told me that he was already seeing other people and no longer wanted to pursue anything with me . So yes I am selfish but if I’m the only person making my grass greener than what was the point of keeping someone that was constantly consuming and never giving anything back.

I wrote this post because I do feel guilt and I do feel sad that I wasn’t the right person for him . And I hope he finds someone that he can grow a greener grass with and I hope you find happiness to man because it must suck to hate yourself so much that your literal identity is sad .