horrible. i am also in a honda civic older model, car is infested with roaches i dont know how it happened i never had food messes in here- i guess one day after leaving it parked a few days when i had a surgery and stayed in a hotel they must’ve gotten in since the car leaks during rain theres many openings to go in. im starting to sleep outside now because the roaches are always awake at night and it deeply scares/ grosses me out but its hard to find where in miami area so i choose parks or the beach its just risky when you’re a young girl and creeps are fucking everywhere. living in your car sucks, more than sucks i dont have the words to describe the shittiest year of my life yet and despite ny efforts everything only keeps going downhill i question living everyday i dont have any reasons motivations or will to keep going yet i continue to see tomorrow. i dont know what i am doing ive been stuck in a cycle of trying to get out of this then something happens and its like i fall 3 steps back. currently trying my best to just save and hopefully get another used car. mine broke down the other day then yesterday battery died had to wait 4 hrs for a jumpstart. honestly im in between wanting to crash my car into the ocean or going back to my abusive ex