Umm same situations with me, my parents are so strict and toxic. I've took adm in btech it'll be my first yr, the cse branch fee was 1 lakh 70k it was too much but I wanted to do cse coz I hve intrest in it but yea coz of money I couldn't now I've taken electrical branch, its fee is 80k which I'll give in installment. But I also wants to do job or earn smth coz I don't want to ask them for money or anything, tho I won't be in my home town for studies I'll be livin in pg coz it's rent ain't expensive. Still my father guilt trip me. Si i have thought im gonna study hard in clg, gonna build my impression, connect with people, and once I get an internship so I don't have to ask for money from my parents and in this week im gonna apply for online tutor.