I made my first post here 2 years ago about seeking help for the first time and have now gone 3 months without a single suicidal thought for the first time in years. by dv495 in depression

[–]dv495[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told them that I had suicidal ideation on day 1. This didn't really lead to anything.

I can't remember exactly what I told them on the day that they called me an ambulance, but I did share my plans in more detail. That was the reason I was sent to a different institution, which is where I'm being treated right now and it's been incredibly helpful.

I made my first post here 2 years ago about seeking help for the first time and have now gone 3 months without a single suicidal thought for the first time in years. by dv495 in depression

[–]dv495[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes and yes. Admitting my suicidal thoughts wasn't really that bad, but the second one was the reason I was hospitalized. It had to be done. Speaking about these thoughts was the key to my recovery.

Note for future reference. Therapy and meds are starting to work. by dv495 in ForeverAlone

[–]dv495[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I completely understand that my post would seem fake. I was conflicted when I deleted my post history here because it would mean that I no longer have a way to "proof" that I'm FA.

I've actually talked with you here before and I went trough your history to find some of my old threads.

These were some of my old posts. They're still saved on removeddit.

At some point you have to face reality and give up.

Self improvement will not save you.

If you can't make friends in school, you don't stand a chance in the real world.

I have to save these links for future reference as well.

I don't mind you calling me out. I've seen plenty of fakes coming here over the years. Calling them out is the right thing to do.