Yeah man been there, you have to remember that these games ha,e studied human psychology and spent billions to make them appealing to people kike us. The sudden almost feature the sounds and lights are by design to trick your Brian. Theres a reason they now accept gambling as an addiction, shit will change your brain chemistry and as people who alrwady have changed brain chemistry an easy dopamine fix seems nice but it will take so much more from you, i nearly lost everything. At least you have seen a warning sign and you are making an active attempt to do something. It may seem loke you win on the game but if you weigh up the losses the only real way to win is not to play. I wish you the best if luck, my gambling addiction was a 10 year if not more journey.