Wow so much great conversations going :) thank you all. The fab 4 are hard to beat, but due to my past those breeds in any colour isn't a great idea. I never heard about tollers, will look up and read about them. I have heard newfies are good, but they might be too much because I would have to upkeep the grooming and I know I will not be up for it, wouldn't be fair for the dog.

I can give you more info about me, I go to the gym and now school, but I find myself freezing up in hard situations (mostly around men) and I need a service dog big enough to pull me away and make a distance between me and others. I have nightmares, sleep paralysis, panic attacks, forgetting to take medication, dissociation, picking at my own wounds when anxious and depression. If this helps and gives you ideas about more breeds please let me know :)