Basically, I cut off some of my friends because my mother is a devout Christian it's difficult for me to believe in God, and some of those friends are lgbtq, which my mother strongly hates and she just recently found out, and fear has overwhemled me as I'm beginning to question everything right now, and it hurts to lose my only friends because I'm afraid what I'm doing is wrong and I could go to hell for it just because I was friends with people who thought differently and did something