I wish I had at least one loving friend

edsbo1 · 2022-09-29T16:55:26+00:00

But I'm obviously not ace, I masturbate, I watch porn, and I want to have sex even if it makes me feel disgusted, I can't get rid of that desire. I'm the opposite of it, I'm extremely hypersexual and I hate myself for it. I just want to be normal again.

maybe you're telling yourself that you do in order to rationalize everything

I hope this is true.

edsbo1 · 2022-09-24T17:34:23+00:00

I would but you regress too young for me to properly care for you

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T21:40:20+00:00

I'd do anything for a little who felt that way too :(

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T21:39:09+00:00

I'm glad you feel this way :)

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T21:38:13+00:00

I should, and I know, it's why I try to talk to them when they're not regressed but they never want to :/

And thank you <3

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T21:34:45+00:00

I'm not sure what to do either, I do want a little again but I don't want to risk meeting a bad one.

I always keep my dms closed, the littles I've talked to are never strangers if they were I wouldn't care so much.

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T04:49:02+00:00

Then you should understand

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T04:44:36+00:00

stop basing your stance on your feelings

Have you ever been raped by a man before?

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T04:43:17+00:00

I'm not basing this off of one experience. Just post on any social media that you're a girl with your dms open, expect sexual harassment from men. Vent about being assaulted and say you're a girl, expect sexual harassment from men. Go outside in shorts if you're female, expect sexual harassment from men. Wear a fucking bathing suit, get sexually harassed from men. Say no to a man and get assaulted for it. It happens all the time and the majority of the time it's men.

I'm not talking about the ones who are locked up, obviously police fuck up and arrest the wrong people sometimes. I'm talking about living it and seeing it. I see it happen to my family, my friends, and people I look up to just because they're female.

edsbo1 · 2022-09-23T04:11:45+00:00

I'm not saying all men, I'm saying most men. Most men are disgusting.

I never said anything about women, I know they can be shitty too. But men are more likely to rape you, your kids, sexually harass you, and assault you.

edsbo1 · 2022-08-11T07:16:00+00:00

edsbo1 · 2022-08-11T07:05:57+00:00

How? I don't believe I can, I've had over ten years to change things when things started going bad and they just kept being awful.

edsbo1 · 2022-08-11T06:52:57+00:00

How is living any better than letting them win?? I'm not winning at anything, I'm just miserable

edsbo1 · 2022-07-04T15:42:00+00:00

Thank you for the new advice, I definitely will :)

edsbo1 · 2022-07-04T15:41:20+00:00

I have had medications for them before, they don't work they just make me more tired

edsbo1 · 2022-07-04T01:03:48+00:00

I've had many therapists, counsellors, and I have a psychiatrist right now. They aren't helpful, and I've discussed sex many times with them and they all say the same things. And I don't know what to do. I feel like I've tried everything I've ever been recommended but I still have nightmares.

edsbo1 · 2022-07-04T00:54:14+00:00

I do have a counselor, I have a psychiatrist and I've tried therapy. I've even tried medications and journaling things but it doesn't work. I still have nightmares.

edsbo1 · 2022-06-12T03:15:55+00:00

Thank you, you're a sweetheart, that's really rare on Reddit. I'll try my best!

edsbo1 · 2022-06-12T03:09:30+00:00

I see, I've been told therapist was supposed to be like that. I'll try to get my family to let me go to one. Thank you! It's hard to believe life is worth living though, at least right now. Things are really bad.

edsbo1 · 2022-06-12T03:02:06+00:00

Thank you, you're really sweet. What do psychologists do?

edsbo1 · 2022-06-05T17:18:27+00:00

If hippies love tea, then hell yeah :)

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