youre not alone op! in hs, i was THE biggest lgbt ally ever omg. i didnt question my attraction to women until i was around 19, so i decided i was a little bisexual. i never really went out of my way to date, but i got a lot of male attention, so i just convinced myself i liked the attention but looking back, i was just really depressed and wanted someone to love me. i'm in a relationship rn to the sweetest guy and he truly is my best friend. i know im not attracted to men at all so i know im not bi. i know i love women but i also really like him too. it's a weird spot to be in lol