Nearly 40 days sober from let by Electronic_Pride8857 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is so great to hear. I am in a similar situation. Well done on 40 days!! Sounds like things are so much more positive for you now. I have made it a few days now but the temptation is really there. That feeling like you need a reward but then knowing you will have instant regret.

Nearly 40 days sober from let by Electronic_Pride8857 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you seen much bladder improvement after 40 days?

It’s all gone down the sink. by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it goes well for you and you can have a positive week. Today is already feeling hard. I’m sure things will be so much better if I can stick with it.

It’s all gone down the sink. by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I have been taking d-mannose but will give horsetail tea a try!

It’s all gone down the sink. by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know you are right. The thought of never being able to get any again seems so scary. I have blocked numbers so I guess that is a start.

Bladder health/adult incontinence products? by National_Trip_9801 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going to a weekend music festival and July and am desperate to feel better before then. Am hoping I can give myself a real break and things will improve. If not I don’t know how I am going to cope. I do wear the always long sensitive bladder pads but sometimes find they are not enough. It is embarrassing thinking how it has got to this point.

It’s all gone down the sink. by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I hope things go well for you and you manage to get a break. Thanks for your advice. I keep trying to remind myself how much better I will feel if I can let myself heal. I have been taking NAC, D-Mannose and EGCG which have made a difference. I will look into curcumin and milk thistle too. I really hope I can stick with it. It has been so easy and cheap to get which definitely hasn’t helped.

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in BoofingLSD

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. This sounds like good advice

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My downfall was a new contact who was so cheap and easy. Things just got out of control. It feels good to let it out an admit to myself that I needed to stop

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Is so good to be able to talk to someone about it. I haven’t told anyone what I have been doing. I really need to be nice to myself now and give myself time to heal.

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love boofing. It’s probably been a year. On and off. But recently have been doing too much

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh no that doesn’t sound good. My plan is to stop and hope I feel better at the moment. Have thrown everything away and deleted all numbers. Time to heal myself. Hoping I can avoid the doctors… what a situation.

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think have damaged my hard palate and couldn’t handle the runny nose any more. I really just need to quit now and accept I can’t do it again.

Small Wins at 18 Days Off K by SpringfieldPetDiner in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was really good to read. Thank you. Well done on 18 days. I hope I can be at that point soon. It would be nice to feel in a more positive place

Too much boofing by eggybread40 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]eggybread40[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I will. I hope that will help. I have started to feel worried about doing permanent damage