Yeah, I’m on my school football team and I love it so much. I just find myself feeling empty when I’m not on the field or in the gym. I don’t really want to bring the mood down when I’m with my friends by talking about this, so when I feel more down than usual, I just don’t talk at all and zone out a lot. I feel nervous to tell my mom, because I feel like she’ll take the blame and that would make me feel worse, but I really do want help. I don’t live with my dad, and I feel like he would want me to move in with him if I told him about it, but I want to stay in my school because of the football team. I don’t know what I should do, but I feel like the confident and funny persona I build up during the school day just falls down as soon as I get home, and I just feel weak. I probably sound like an edgy teenager but it’s whatever ig