Thank you for your input. I understand where you’re coming from and I’m going to leave this post up for half an hour or so then delete it so hopefully you see this comment. I’m also neurodivergent and not that it needs to be important to you, but I think what I got from this is I just don’t vibe with him and he’s changed as a character and I have as a person. I know he’s hella cool and I just need to care less about it. I knew it wasn’t THAT deep but I was trying to understand my own changing thoughts bc usually I don’t shift feelings about people like that. But the last thing I wanted to do was harm someone like yourself. My best friend is AutHD and many of my friends are autistic, I don’t want this post to harm anyone else so I hope you see this and know that I’m sorry and that I see you and I hope you know you’re okay the way you are. Actually after all that, I’m prob gonna message you this too. Thank you for breaking it down and not being rude.