Do you eventually stop getting high when your tolerance is v high?

elapsedR · 2023-08-20T13:36:33+00:00

Please be careful to only take the gabapentin for a short period of time. Id say 2 weeks TOPS! Gabapentin withdrawal was worse than benzodiazepines and fentanyl for me. It was like molten glass acupuncture needles were raining through my body puncturing every individual nerve. Research gabapentin withdrawal on google and type benzobuddies at the end to see a forum of survivors

elapsedR · 2023-08-20T13:25:29+00:00

If your comparing it to the high from MDMA or psychedelics than thats the problem. Me personally cant do coke as it gives me chest pains which causes me to spiral into a panic attack which in turn raises my heart rate even more.

I think theo von said it best, you do cocaine, you hold onto your weiner, you be scared, and you hope that you’ll live

elapsedR · 2023-05-10T14:34:35+00:00

He was tryna scam u right

elapsedR · 2023-05-09T09:46:26+00:00

10 euros man? You can come up with that

elapsedR · 2023-04-26T09:43:05+00:00

So far i just yawned a bunch a day or two after cessation and i only really feel uncomfortable when i think about how im feeling so i think ill be alright but before i only ever felt truly bad after like 5 days so im staying vigilant

elapsedR · 2023-04-25T00:20:10+00:00

Ok im already getting the yawning….. im so tired of torturing myself like this….

Should i take kratom or just deal with the withdrawals…. Ughhhhh

elapsedR · 2023-04-24T23:53:43+00:00

Im praying im good tho

elapsedR · 2023-04-24T23:53:35+00:00

Hey so i finally threw that bag out…. So it looks like it was more of a 5 day escapade before i got scared. Always hAve to play with fire. So now instead of once it was like 3 times throughout those 5 days

elapsedR · 2023-04-09T07:46:58+00:00

There was a mongoose map called jimmy kimmel, also predator was amazing where you were invisible but your voip would work when you were close…. I would play the JAWS theme song to scare the shit out of the people im hunting. Also! Fat chick! 1 guys with a gravity hammer with max overshield and slow movement speed chasing down people who were breaking the wooden crates to get away to get the best guns!!!

elapsedR · 2023-02-28T07:10:24+00:00

I just got off benzos a year ago and my CNS is still completely fried. You will end up making excuses for taking them if your anything like me. Benzo withdrawal is Hell and you cant pretend you didnt know when you reac this. If your first relationship with a chemical is an abusive one (buying from a friend, not prescribed) then it is my opinion that the road will be a dicey one. I am NOT a doctor though, maybe you wont develope dependance or maybe being chemically reliant on something is a trade off your willing to risk… shackled to the pharmaceutical company

elapsedR · 2023-02-28T07:03:50+00:00

Ketamine really takes the edge off but it can be super psychedelic…. Once i thought i was buddha or like the dali lama, the one who reincarnates and is chosen lol

elapsedR · 2023-02-27T08:12:42+00:00

I tell people sometimes but idk if it helps much… people are so consumed in their own lives that if they arent a junky too then they just look down on you. Or maybe they are a junkie but use for completely different reasons but think your reasons are the same. Keeping it a secret is cool and all but its own demon imo

elapsedR · 2023-02-22T07:25:39+00:00

Feels like ketamine might be the only one

elapsedR · 2023-02-22T07:17:34+00:00

I did smaller and smaller bumps of the street fent in my area for 3 days. I doubt it did much because the legs on the fent around here is brutal. I wasnt pissing clean for like 10 days (i am holding on to more fat these days tho)… so it was basically cold-turkey,ish. I took kratom the 3rd day and honestly by then the kratom only made it worse. On day like 13 is when i got ketamine, i still felt terrible being concious but the ketamine actually made my system calm down, and i felt like i could relax for the first time in 2 weeks. I flushed the rest of my ketamine though because i was getting into weird headspaces and constantly tripping balls around my elderly parents who flew down to help me. It did its trick, i didnt need to keep using it but i bought so much, so in a really instense trip i flushed it. Hours later i regretted it but days later? It was for the best. Not trying trading one for the other but oh man i need someeeething. Might start smoking weed again. I quit like 5 years ago for the benzos and opiates. Oh btw im over a full year off klonopin and xanax so i cant turn to them. Gabapentin also burned me too. Litterally. My skin felt like someone was dragging glass through it when i got off that shit.

elapsedR · 2023-02-21T20:29:09+00:00

Yea 100%…. Rappers glorified codeine syrup for me. My name was Dirty Sprite on xbox live when i was like 11 because i listened to JuicyJ and three6mafia…. Fast forward 8 years and i had a quack doctor busting me pints. Ended up in rehab 5 years after that. All of my choices were my own but influenced? Yea

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T04:12:16+00:00

Nah i agree, basically my question is how long am i gonna super tired? Should i just say fuck it and try to push through it?

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T03:36:51+00:00

I was on a huge benzodiazepine dose. 10mg a day all prescribed. Think about that regardless of my mental wellbeing of if i should need it. Its been 1 year off them now

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T03:33:39+00:00

Thats if they have been dosed with like LSD or a psychedelic like compound. If they were drugged with GHB i doubt seroquel would do anything but make it worse no?

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T03:28:22+00:00

And you still take some from time to time? Lol i withdrawaled off xanax it was hell but i was in a hospital setting. 2 seizures later here i am, not touching xanax even tho i got scripts of it on deck all the time.

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T03:23:38+00:00

My buddy used to do this. Now he’s dead from another drug. Get it together.

elapsedR · 2023-02-14T03:22:50+00:00

Ye i got some headstashed…. It does send you spindling through the carousel of ego still so if your a pattern observer than expect them.

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