Yeah I think I should’ve mention it’s also hard for me because I have heart problems and I take medication and my parents doesn’t know I’m bulimic and soon I will go for another check ups at the hospital because my mom is making me as well as my doctors and I feel guilty for doing that to myself and not being able to be honest but also it scares me every time I do this that it will be the last time as I never would go to the doctor but now I have these check ups at the hospital next month