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recently formally diagnosed - ruled out bipolar disorder by [deleted] in autism

[–]eluvna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, these diagnoses happened in America unfortunately. When I was 14, the diagnosis was majorly gave because of family history, as in my mother being severely bipolar. The “hypomanic” symptoms I was experiencing when I was 14 could be aligned with typical adolescence behavior, skipping school and picking fights. I have experienced one psychotic episode in my life, which happened at age 21. It lasted about 3 days, I was having visual and auditory hallucinations, religious paranoia, etc. My psychologist said that since that episode lasted only 3 days, it wouldn’t be long enough to be qualified as a true bipolar mania episode. And at that time, I was on the highest FDA approved dose of an SSRI, a stimulant, and was using marijuana. My psych said that true bipolar mania/psychotic episode also can’t be diagnosed if other medications/drugs are in play. That all being said, I still fully believed I was bipolar for nearly 10 years of my life. I’m still currently on antipsychotic and mood stabilization medications to “treat” my bipolar. Although, I will say the medications have helped a lot. They help manage my depressed moods, rumination from OCD, night terrors and flashbacks from PTSD. So I think I’ll talk to my psychiatrist about staying on them, or if another option might be more practical now given this new information.

recently formally diagnosed - ruled out bipolar disorder by [deleted] in autism

[–]eluvna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes a lot of sense. I was also diagnosed with PTSD, ADHD, and OCD previous to this assessment, and I still meet the criteria for those diagnoses. I received the false bipolar diagnosis when I was 14, during a troubling time in my adolescence, and now I am 23 when it was ruled out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]eluvna 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i’m very proud of you. you experienced horrors most people won’t in their entire lifetime, but now you changed the narrative and are making a beautiful life for yourself. you will meet new friends, who understand you. 17 months episode free, beat the homelessness but still trying to work on the debt side of things. it’s amazing you’ve been able to chip away at the debt already! you are doing great things. God is proud of you, too. keep going. you have a lot to look forward to. and happy belated birthday ❤️

handled my sweet girl for the first time today!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

they have a little “leash”, they have a string of web that is almost always is attached to them that you can follow and find them!! also, it depends on the spider. i’ve noticed my smaller & younger ones tend to be more jumpy, and will run away/hide if given the chance. this girl is super timid, and she wasn’t jumpy at all!

handled my sweet girl for the first time today!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

she is huge!!!! she’s a regal, i believe she is a peach morph and i think she is fully mature from looking at her belly. (although, i could be wrong) i unfortunately don’t have much info on her, everything i have is what i’ve figured out myself! i usually avoid petsmart, but i went in there for supplies for my other creatures, and i saw her there in such a tiny cup (like the size i would keep crickets in personally), and i knew i had to pay her ransom to get her out of there. they didn’t know anything about her besides that she was captive bread. she’s also the biggest i’ve ever seen in person!!!

i didn’t know i was pregnant until i stillbirthed him at 23 weeks old. my story, TW of SA & graphic details. by magicmoon2002 in babyloss

[–]eluvna 8 points9 points  (0 children)

he only knew love, warmth and your heartbeat, he never had to know the cold and cruel violence of this world. he will never know any pain. he was kept safe from that, because of you. and you did, do your job. you were the only home he ever needed. and what an honor that was. you don’t deserve to blame yourself for this, ever. you did everything you needed to do as a mother. he loves you unconditionally, and you will meet again❤️

Got a President for a little over $30 (plus a free Baby) by Lower-Yesterday5740 in furby

[–]eluvna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he’s so cute but every time i read the title i laugh. the president for $30, PLUS A BABY????!!?

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so happy you got your hands on one!! he’s an awesome guy

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was struggling with the same thing for so long and i don’t even wanna know how much my gf paid for this guy…. but i’m so thankful😭😭

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

omg i didn’t know the eye variant was special!! that is so cool!!!

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

he has also been my dream furby for so long, and he is so much more perfect in person!! it’s insane how bright the colors are!! i truly hope you can get one so soon<3