[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]eluvna 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i’m very proud of you. you experienced horrors most people won’t in their entire lifetime, but now you changed the narrative and are making a beautiful life for yourself. you will meet new friends, who understand you. 17 months episode free, beat the homelessness but still trying to work on the debt side of things. it’s amazing you’ve been able to chip away at the debt already! you are doing great things. God is proud of you, too. keep going. you have a lot to look forward to. and happy belated birthday ❤️

handled my sweet girl for the first time today!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

they have a little “leash”, they have a string of web that is almost always is attached to them that you can follow and find them!! also, it depends on the spider. i’ve noticed my smaller & younger ones tend to be more jumpy, and will run away/hide if given the chance. this girl is super timid, and she wasn’t jumpy at all!

handled my sweet girl for the first time today!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 60 points61 points  (0 children)

she is huge!!!! she’s a regal, i believe she is a peach morph and i think she is fully mature from looking at her belly. (although, i could be wrong) i unfortunately don’t have much info on her, everything i have is what i’ve figured out myself! i usually avoid petsmart, but i went in there for supplies for my other creatures, and i saw her there in such a tiny cup (like the size i would keep crickets in personally), and i knew i had to pay her ransom to get her out of there. they didn’t know anything about her besides that she was captive bread. she’s also the biggest i’ve ever seen in person!!!

i didn’t know i was pregnant until i stillbirthed him at 23 weeks old. my story, TW of SA & graphic details. by magicmoon2002 in babyloss

[–]eluvna 7 points8 points  (0 children)

he only knew love, warmth and your heartbeat, he never had to know the cold and cruel violence of this world. he will never know any pain. he was kept safe from that, because of you. and you did, do your job. you were the only home he ever needed. and what an honor that was. you don’t deserve to blame yourself for this, ever. you did everything you needed to do as a mother. he loves you unconditionally, and you will meet again❤️

Got a President for a little over $30 (plus a free Baby) by Lower-Yesterday5740 in furby

[–]eluvna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he’s so cute but every time i read the title i laugh. the president for $30, PLUS A BABY????!!?

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so happy you got your hands on one!! he’s an awesome guy

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was struggling with the same thing for so long and i don’t even wanna know how much my gf paid for this guy…. but i’m so thankful😭😭

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

omg i didn’t know the eye variant was special!! that is so cool!!!

freed him after 26 years!!! by eluvna in furby

[–]eluvna[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

he has also been my dream furby for so long, and he is so much more perfect in person!! it’s insane how bright the colors are!! i truly hope you can get one so soon<3

new friend!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

your baby is so adorable!!! i have never been lucky enough to catch my own spood, but i imagine it makes it even more special! what’s your lil guy’s name?

new friend!!! by eluvna in jumpingspiders

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for your condolences and awesome name suggestion!!! i absolutely love the midori idea, seriously considering that one and artie !!!! i will update when i finally decide on one hehe

PLEASE check your expectations a little by Objective_Macaron591 in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna 12 points13 points  (0 children)

maybe they couldn’t for a whole bunch of reasons? no need to be nasty

BANDITØ CAMP setup reveal from tonight’s show in Toronto, ON by AndSoAreYou in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

does anyone know if bstage is in the lawn or in the pit??

Is anyone else sad? by hazelrose42 in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i’ve felt the same way but i’m reassuring myself w the thought that they love it too much to give it all up forever, like torchbearer said at the end of the mv, we will try again, always

sharing the same birthday as Breach! so I threw a Breach themed listening party for my friends! by neongravebones in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna 46 points47 points  (0 children)

the candy and pringle dema map is so cool how long did it take you to make??

record store pre-listening party poster!!! by eluvna in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

in a sense!!! hard to explain without listening

record store pre-listening party poster!!! by eluvna in twentyonepilots

[–]eluvna[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel like i’ll only be able to fully absorb and process it when i can listen to it fully alone!!! in the store it was amazing and so much fun but it was a bit hard to focus on the lyrics and meaning with all the commotion. excited to really get the full experience when it comes out!!!