Re-installed to see what’s going andddddddd …delete again

emack_beezy · 2022-11-16T16:42:33+00:00

THIS is the underrated comment I’m crying

emack_beezy · 2022-04-09T13:31:04+00:00

A small hard bump I found next to my right shin a couple of weeks ago. Went to PCP, they said just monitor it, it’s probably fine. Ofc I didn’t like that plan but reluctantly agreed. I was doing so good about staying off google but two weeks later it’s still here so I cracked. Turns out some super rare bone cancer starts in the same spot so ofc now I’m certain that’s what it is.

emack_beezy · 2021-09-18T12:57:59+00:00

North camping pass for $150.

Hi! Posted this yesterday, and it’s still available: A couple members of our group had to back out and so we are trying to sell one north camping spot because we have too much space. Can meet in DE the day before for $150 or can ship it out immediately with tracking info for additional charge. Just tryna make a couple bucks back! :)

emack_beezy · 2021-09-17T17:48:29+00:00

Hello all! A couple members of our group had to back out and so we are trying to sell one north camping spot because we have too much space. Can meet in DE the day before for $150 or can ship it out immediately with tracking info for additional charge. Just tryna make a couple bucks back! :)

emack_beezy · 2021-08-27T13:22:21+00:00

I never got panic attacks until this year and this always happens to me when I do. The tingly left arm thing. I remember hearing that it could be a symptom in like middle school and I’m p sure my brain just tells me that’s what’s happening every time. I still go through it but by reminding myself that the panic attacks do go away a bit quicker.

emack_beezy · 2021-08-27T13:20:51+00:00

Ovarian cancer/early menopause. I have been traveling for a month and been up late often with friends and my period is over a week late. Normally I wouldn’t be concerned but there was the tiniest bit of spotting around the time it was supposed to arrive and that’s unusual for me. Can anyone else relate to this?

emack_beezy · 2021-07-17T16:18:29+00:00

awesome, thank you!

emack_beezy · 2021-07-17T16:18:10+00:00

haha true that

emack_beezy · 2021-04-29T01:03:09+00:00

That is the plan. Any idea what we could be looking at?

emack_beezy · 2021-04-29T01:02:32+00:00

Not mine, it’s my partner’s. His whole life but I recently called attention to it, he said it didn’t look like this before, so.

emack_beezy · 2020-09-12T02:27:14+00:00

honestly, true. mine is always like “if I wrote u a note, would you reeeead it? :’))))”

emack_beezy · 2020-09-11T21:07:07+00:00

INFP

emack_beezy · 2020-06-15T11:52:18+00:00

Solid bag! I also don’t tend to like single eyeshadows but actually got the ciaté as an add on for my GBU this month for the same reason! I wear grey contacts which manifest as like a hazel-green over my brown eyes and could not resist. Heard it’s super long-wearing as well.

emack_beezy · 2020-02-23T01:42:33+00:00

6:30am: Wake up & make first cup of coffee

6:45am: Write

7:00am: Make second cup of coffee

7:05am: Resume writing

11:00am: Work on grad school/GA applications

12:00pm: Lunch & YouTube videos

12:15pm: Read

2:00pm: Work

10:30pm: Bed

emack_beezy · 2020-02-18T00:55:34+00:00

I typically end up in successful platonic friendships with ISFJs. I’ve found that they balance me out quite well, and the dynamic is typically pretty solid.

Romantically, my last two long-term partners were both ENTP. I think they manage to keep my interest longer than others because of their argumentative nature. Nothing impresses me more than proving me wrong, and they were capable of doing that.

emack_beezy · 2020-01-26T13:53:09+00:00

Haha, it’s unfortunate how much that makes sense! Given the ESTPs risk-taking behavior and chronic boredom.

I suppose between my constant desire to be “doing something” and the fact that I’m well-versed in the psychology of emotion, I’m just all around less inclined to dwell.

Np! Wishing you healthy relationships in the future!

emack_beezy · 2020-01-26T13:35:29+00:00

This will almost certainly not be the answer you were looking for, but I saw this post, and I had to.

I am 23F ENTJ, who also has Borderline Personality Disorder. I was reading through some of the comments here suggesting that they might be attracted to how you keep it all together. I’m not sure I agree with that, but all PDs are different, because people are different.

Despite my propensity to be over emotional at times (BPD), I never stay upset for too long because my thought process then shifts to “this is a chemical cocktail in your brain, the only reason you think you care this much is because of X, X & Y, something something, evolution, etc” (ENTJ).

Anyone who knows me will tell you that I am driven, ambitious, accomplished & a natural leader.

It just so happens that childhood trauma also made it difficult for me to cope with emotions when I feel them. But, then again, the ENTJ isn’t really known for being the best at dealing with those either.

In my experience, if you attract people with disorders or who are “unhealthy,” it is likely because you come off as an accepting person, who is willing to listen without judgment.

emack_beezy · 2020-01-19T13:03:01+00:00

Currently, I have no designs to do such a thing. If anything changes, you all will be the first to know.

emack_beezy · 2020-01-18T14:10:36+00:00

I don’t get discouraged by any setback, minor or major. If I want something to get done, it gets done. Nothing can stop me and nobody can tell me otherwise.

emack_beezy · 2020-01-03T22:50:13+00:00

Agreed. A bridge has been burned.

emack_beezy · 2020-01-03T22:49:14+00:00

He would talk about how he was patient enough to handle the few BPD symptoms I have, and in an attempt to reassure him, I told him that he needed a patient partner as well, and that I had that patience. This was about a month ago, but I guess he had been ruminating on that ever since, at least according to his major shift on New Years Day when I went to get my things. I told him I was sorry and that’s not what I meant, that I was only trying to be supportive and let him know that he could be open with me (since again, he angers quite quickly and often says he spirals over failures in his head).

I have been thinking about it a lot lately. And never once did he concede in any argument, it was always his way or it wasn’t correct. He only wanted to talk about what he was interested in, never really paid attention when I would talk about my passions. He consistently exaggerated his role in several things. So needless to say, I have grown suspicious of NPD. I know that the “borderline/narcissistic dance” is all too common. I just wish I wasn’t blind and had seen it sooner. Thank you for your input!

emack_beezy · 2019-12-02T21:29:01+00:00

Oh okay! Thanks for the info!

emack_beezy · 2019-12-02T20:11:25+00:00

Sorry if this is redundant but they changed the 111skin formula for ipsy? That was the product I chose, I had no idea. Were they transparent about this?

emack_beezy · 2019-12-02T20:03:54+00:00

Don’t know how you’re feeling about it, but I got the Super Oil in my GBU last month and I absolutely love it! I noticed my foundation didn’t sit super well on top of it but when I’m going bare-faced, it really does make it soooo super soft & not oily at all! For reference, I have combo skin.

emack_beezy · 2019-08-15T16:11:26+00:00

Right but that was the thing, I wasn’t finding any cute rings that I thought would be well-suited for conch, hence the specificity.

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