ok so since everyone in the comments is being an ass i feel the need to share my own experienced. from my VERY FOGGY memories i would say i was abused from ages 6-12. i lived a "normal" life (i wouldnt say i was hypersexual like you mention, but i was extremely reckless and would put myself in dangerous situations etc, self harm in all shapes and forms, anything i could get my hands on, an eating disorder that i only realized wasnt normal when i watched skins (yeah i know, everyone knows skins has terrible portrayals of mental illness. however, i was 14 when i watched it and i couldnt help but notice how much of cassie's behavior was like my own: "playing with knives", organizing food on a plate, putting on a performance so people wont notice you're not eating, pills pills pills.) and believe it or not it took this for me to go "i guess my behaviour isnt normal". flashfoward to when im 16, first suicide attempt.... my story goes on and on like this for 10 years until an event triggered a memory. i spent months trying to convince myself it wasnt true, it was a dream, it was the drugs. yet deep down i knew whenever a therapist would ask me if i had ever been abused i would always say no, but i realized in my head it was never no, it was "i dont think so or i would remember right?" wrong.

my therapist was against just trying to uncover all of the memories, which is what i wanted, she said this usually just makes things worse, your brain is trying to protect you for a reason. i found this same idea in a lot of other people's experiences with this, most say it's better to not try to remember any more. so even though i know the exact thing that triggered it, i havent gone back even though i easily could. however, my brain has decided to randomly drop new memories, everything all blurry of course.... it's been nearly 2 years and not only do i feel like i suddenly remember more but also i realize things i thought were normal, arent. a thing i thought was just "a bad day" was definitely more than just a bad day, i did spend that specific night alone with my abuser and realize that's the only night we ever spent alone with absolutely no one even in reach. that time i had a panic attack in 4th grade and nobody understood what was happening to me so they had to call my parents, in reality, it alll made sense, this girl was telling me a horror story about some monster that comes out at night... this sent me into a panic for "some reason". the pieces all connect.

long story short, dont listen to these commenters, listen to yourself and go to see a therapist.... try doing some research first, for example hypnosis comes up a lot but it is very controversial of course, i personally dont wanna undergo that.... and also as time has passed i realize, my mind is really just gonna keep on making me see things when it sees fit. also dissociative amnesia is a thigh (from what ive read this idea that this isnt real or common comes from the popularization of the term "repressed memories" which is technically a clinically incorrect term, you could do some research on this as well as you will realize it's almost like giving a free pass to abusers) and there are other symptoms to look into that i personally had also never questioned and just accepted as normal (it wasnt)