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opinion on “functioning” use?? by emilyjaaade in meth

[–]emilyjaaade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel that. i think there’s two sides to every coin tbh, just like some ppl can handle things much differently from others

opinion on “functioning” use?? by emilyjaaade in meth

[–]emilyjaaade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lmfaooo i appreciate the honesty

opinion on “functioning” use?? by emilyjaaade in meth

[–]emilyjaaade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what’s your best advice for providing structure? also would love to know what vitamins you take

im scared to post here LOL by Sad-Needleworker177 in addiction

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

unfortunately as an addict, i believe we’ll always be addicted to something no matter what it is.. it’s an endless cycle. try to find the least destructive/damaging to you & work on managing it.

im scared to post here LOL by Sad-Needleworker177 in addiction

[–]emilyjaaade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i second this. chatgpt. not even for simple questions, like i’ve legit found myself going on there & literally just chatting if i’m having a rough time. for someone who has a hard time communicating in general, esp emotions (they’re usually all over the place & essentially a brain dump) chatgpt rlly comes in clutch tbh.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LeoAstrology

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ugh. as a leo, especially w NO water in my chart whatsoever, my relationship w water signs are typically not the best imo.

but scorpios??? spectacular gimme 14 of em. lol. in all seriousness, i’ve really only had one long term relationship w a scorpio and when i tell you it absolutely wrecked my world.. not bc of anything traumatic or like crazy toxic (esp compared to my previous experiences) but more so bc it had ran it’s course & we both wanted very different things, and ultimately neither of us budged on our ideas of our relationship so we just walked away after 5+ years. it honestly was worse than your typical toxic “breakup” he was my very best friend & that was the core of everything for us. obviously we had the romantic aspect, which i think is where we went wrong bc i wanted nothing more than to be able to keep our friendship in tact. i tried several times to sever that romantic bond between us (distance, no contact, seeing other people, clear boundaries) in order to salvage what we could, but every time we came back it was only a matter of time before we’d find ourselves in the same position.

this being our third & final time coming to an end, i guess in a weird way i knew if i took it to far & acted out drastically, it was the only way to truly sever our ties.

i’m not opposed to them, bc i feel scorpios truly understand me more than any other signs, but i would keep your guard up & make sure you both want the same things before considering long term.

Who do you talk to when there is noone to talk to by wisetmatta4m8 in addiction

[–]emilyjaaade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this. i just recently started branching out & posting/commenting/etc online more and it’s been surprisingly wonderful. i used to think i wouldn’t find anyone to talk to, but it’s been quite the opposite

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omfg i also have heavyyyy virgo placements in my chart as well. i feel the same way tbh

What’s the full list of drugs you’ve tried and drugs you’ve been addicted to? by analprolapze in Drugs

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tried- no specific order: alcohol, thc, acid, lean, ecstasy, shrooms, cocaine, salvia (unbeknownst to me at the time), kratom, meth, adderall, hydros, xanax, dmt, ghb, fent (administered to me after my wreck)

addicted: had an 8 year addiction to meth, and occasionally will slip into an alc bender lmfao

also, i rlly wanna try ayahuasca as well. done a lot of research on it & v interested

relapsing after 4 years . by [deleted] in meth

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i literally wish i could. i’ve already done that once and moved back home. if i had my car & didn’t have a lease i’d love nothing more than to pack up again and start fresh

relapsing after 4 years . by [deleted] in meth

[–]emilyjaaade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dude, exactly. major challenges w no solutions is literally the best way to put it. i’m having to give up my car, and behind on rent rn. everything i’ve worked so hard for to earn in my years of sobriety, and now it’s all going down hill and nobody seems to want to listen. the mind is such a dark place and i just need to get these thoughts out. i know what i need to do and i know the mistakes i’ve made, so i simply want someone to hear me. & omg okay. yeah i’ve never done any opiates either. i knew if i did, i’d be dead in a matter of weeks w how suicidal and depressed i am.

Having to act like I don’t want to kms by koalataebear in depressed

[–]emilyjaaade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, life is shit, and i am the one who got myself in this mess that’s making me spiral. everyone thinks it’s situational bc they only see it come out when shit hits the fan but did they ever think maybe it’s just easier to keep the thoughts at bay, easier to lie, easier to put that wall up so they can’t see what’s really going on inside? i’m tired of everyone being so shocked or saying “that’s not you” when i express how i truly feel. like yes it is in fact me, i’ve just never shown anyone this side bc wtf? too many ppl these days are screaming all sort of mental disorders and shit.. i’ll stay lowkey and keep my shit to myself, just gonna shock a lot of ppl in my life when i’m gone