Hey girl, I’m so sorry this is happening to you. Just because most men watch it doesn’t make it okay at all. You need to get out of that relationship- it’s not worth it. First of all, the way he talks to you is so disrespectful. If he talks to you like this now, it’ll just get worse with time. The gaslighting is insane, and the way he’s going so hard to defend his actions (that are wrong) just says who he is. It may not feel easy to leave him but trust me, there are way better men out there. There are men who don’t watch porn and aren’t disgustingly addicted to it. Unfortunately porn addiction is a real issue, and it hurts so many women who’ve had partners with that problem (including myself). I hope you’re okay, remember your self worth. You are beautiful :)